amelinda

seems like every day there is some new issue or some new paper that needs to be filled out and/or signed in order to close on my house. So the expected closing date keeps changing thus causing major stress on me.

So I have lost my debit and have it replaced 5 times in the past 10 months. So a friend suggested get a wallet which back fired, because I lost my entire walletIDs, bank cards, and even my SSN card. I have a feeling about why this happenedits Karma biting me in the ass! The other day I was shopping and had a cartful of stuff plus both my kids in the shopping cart, so I put an item under the cart and I sort of forgot about it when I was checking out, so I didnt pay for it. Once I got to my car and unloaded the kids from the cart I saw it and thought oh shit I better go back in and pay for this but then I decided not to because im stressing for money. (I also had the thought of damn it, if I knew I could just walk out of the store with it, I would have gotten the better version not the cheapest one I could find). I know this doesnt make it right, nor is it something that I want my kids to witness or be a part of. Either way I am really paying for it now, and I kinda feel like things wont get fixed until I pay for what I tookdown side is I dont have a debit card to pay for it, or any IDs to go withdraw money from my accounts.

I got a new puppy this morning. So super cute, 7 weeks old. FREE off of craigslist. Some sort of collie mix. After having him for a full oh 4 hours or so he had seizure. And then started howling for about 20 minutes straight only to have another seizure. So I decided to take him to the vet, in which the only one that is close to me that is still open is like 30 min away in the town next to me (which is a dirty gross town). On the way to the vet he has 3 more seizures, with the last one lasting 45+ minutes. The vet gave him a shot to try and pull him out of the seizureit didnt work.gave him some oral medsdidnt work either, and finally another shot, which kicked in after about 5 min. They arent sure why such a young puppy would be having seizures, and thinks either he going to have to be on meds his whole life, or that putting him to sleep is the best option. So I just left him there over night to monitor how he is doing. This is going to cost me a fortune that I dont have, for a dog I have known less than a day. Again I think this is karma biting me in the ass for eating meat this month (not just once but 4 timesso far). Not that I think karma thinks meat eaters are bad people, I just think a greater power is pissed at me for not following my own believes and taking the easy way out.