Im just spiraling downward. Ive been doin research, and people with cancer often get depression because they fear dieing alone. those with friends and family to care for them do better. they dont get depressed as often and this helps them over come their cancer. So ive been thinking, maybe im depressed because i dont have people helping me cope with things. But if thats the case then i just need to be bitch slapped. First off, im not afraid of death, secondly my cancer isn't going to kill me. We caught it so early that i am just about as likely to die from getting hit from lightening as i am from this cancer. So if i sad to die alone, then i need to snap out of it and realize that im not going to die any time soon. But i really dont think this is the reason for my depression lately.
So I've decided to eat healthier. This should help me get better both physically and mentally right?
Its so hard though! I mean a typical day of food for me is cake for breakfast, brownies for lunch, and ice cream for dinner. And snack on cookies through out the day. You might think this is a joke, but i kid you not, this is what i eat every day, all day long. Rarely do i cute these out of my day, I might add other things, but never cut them out. So its 2:17 right now, and all i have eaten today so far is a banana, some strawberries and some cottage cheese. I dont feel normal. I need sugar!!!!
I have a set in member review. PLEASE LOOK AT IT....actually all of them. you dont have to vote, i just want honest feed back about them. I want to know how to make an amazing set. I have fun doing these, and love to hear what people think about them.
I dyed my hair purple. cost me 200$ which i am very unhappy about. I could have dyed my hair purple at home for like 10$. But i went to get my hair dyed blond. After bleaching it 3 times, my hair still did not turn blond. Just blotchy and various shades of orange and brown. To cover that mess up I had the lady dye my hair purple.
So I've decided to eat healthier. This should help me get better both physically and mentally right?
Its so hard though! I mean a typical day of food for me is cake for breakfast, brownies for lunch, and ice cream for dinner. And snack on cookies through out the day. You might think this is a joke, but i kid you not, this is what i eat every day, all day long. Rarely do i cute these out of my day, I might add other things, but never cut them out. So its 2:17 right now, and all i have eaten today so far is a banana, some strawberries and some cottage cheese. I dont feel normal. I need sugar!!!!
I have a set in member review. PLEASE LOOK AT IT....actually all of them. you dont have to vote, i just want honest feed back about them. I want to know how to make an amazing set. I have fun doing these, and love to hear what people think about them.
I dyed my hair purple. cost me 200$ which i am very unhappy about. I could have dyed my hair purple at home for like 10$. But i went to get my hair dyed blond. After bleaching it 3 times, my hair still did not turn blond. Just blotchy and various shades of orange and brown. To cover that mess up I had the lady dye my hair purple.
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How are YOU, loveliest of the faeries?
A 7-layer cake sounds INSANE. That reminds me, my old man makes these things at Christmas he calls 7-layer bars. They've got chocolate chips, coconut, crushed graham crackers, and I can't even remember the other 4 things, but OH MY GOD those things are like an EXPLOSION of sweet, sugary goodness in your mouth. I think, if you haven't had them before, I will ask him to make some extra this year and I'll send you some.
I don't think I needed a translation, love, but thank you all the same. (I was totally trying to say it to myself the way it would sound coming from a little kid. hahaha)
I'm very happy to hear that you're feeling so well today, Amelinda.