amelie

I am once again part of the casual sex market... Its kind of a funny feeling. Im still kind of stewing in my thoughts about this boy and all the different ways he managed to hurt my feelings, but fuck it, right? Maybe a little alone time is exactly what I need... Or maybe a lot of alone time. Its fucking insane how many times people go through make ups and break ups in their lifetimes. I can't imagine staying with someone for 20 years just because I had already been with them for 15. The thing that really sucks about shit like this is the friendships that you lose. I'd like to think that my sexual partners have always been my friends as well, and it's sad to think that just because you stop fucking you can't hang out anymore....