When I was about 14-15 I was looking on Google at reference photos for some photography assignment and I found a photo of amina Munster and fell instantly in love.
Since then I always just googled suicide girls and filled my bedroom with photos. (I'm super cliche I know haha) and watched all the movies
Which I definitely think sg should do more of haha.
it wasn't until I was like 17 I even knew so was a community and a site. I always went on but I couldn't ever afford a membership plus my mum would kill me since I would have had to use her card details to buy anything on line.
I still always loved sg but definitely wasn't as obsessed
For my 20th birthday my bestfriend bought me a ticket to the Melbourne suicide girls black heart burlesque and that was the greatest night. Getting to see Jennings suicide in person almost killed me.
Then around the time I was 21 when I was happy with my looks haha. I legit thought fuck it. I sent a dm on Instagram to a few sgs that I followed asking about how to become one. Vorpal and a few others told me how to and to say Vorpal referred me and Jennings said I was beautiful and I died again haha And I applied and was accepted.
I instantly told my mum and sister and they were so excited for me.
This was the first time I had ever modelled as well before I met @kyla I did like two shoots so I'm sure she had hard work with me but my first set "garden of Eden" was so beautiful.
IVe had issues with weather or not sg is for me lately and I'm still a little unsure. But it'll always feel amazing knowing that I had done something that I had wanted to do for such a long time. And to meet these girls that I had idolised for half of my life. So really did change every thing for me. I never ever thought i would be modelling in my life let alone nude online.
It's great.
