amccoyjthunders

After sleeping about 12 hours last night I feel a bit better, so much so that I decided a well deserved sick day was in order. But with only time to keep me company I find myself still wanting a cigarette about every 1.3 seconds. I wonder how long it will take for these thoughts to go away Ive heard estimates from a variety of different people ranging anywhere from 2 months to 5 years ( the smug 5 year estimate ones days are numbered, but then again I like her too much). I still find myself waking up at 3am searching through my drawer for non-existent matches, or I notice my hand darting into my coat pocket chasing the ghost of a well toasted treat. Its a bit disturbing that somethings hold on your extends that far into the depth of your unconsciousness, but I have found one tremendous advantage to non smoking, and I will share that soon

This site is a bit weird, but I feel oddly comforted by the fact that my profile page mocks me for not having anyone listed in the friend section. I kinda wish there was more of in the SG words section, but I guess that would discourage the users from peering into the pages of friends and strangers for their much needed text fix. Maybe Ill have a bit of time to jump around and see what this is really all about.