so my uncle who has been battling cancer for about a year and a half died saturday. I was watching an old Sherlock Homes movie when I got the call. I have to go down to Iowa on thursday and the funerual is on friday. I'm going to miss him, he was like something out of the those old 1950s TV families. The best description for him, though it still doesn't do him justice, is that he was a good person. I'm glad that his sufffering is over, but it is still a terrible loss. The family is worried about my aunt, there is talk that she won't last without him. We aren't worried that she will do something stupid, just that she will choose not to live anymore. That she will just shutdown. They loved eachother so very much, his death has to be devisatting to her. I'm hoping that when she gets surrounded by her 5 grandkids that she will decided to stay around for a while. I hope he was right about his choice in relgions, because I'm sure he'll get bumped to the head of the line at the pearly gates. *weak joke*
Everything is chaos, there can be no destiny. It is better to believe in random cruelty then planned cruelty.
Everything is chaos, there can be no destiny. It is better to believe in random cruelty then planned cruelty.
I'm sorry that everything got fuct up. I'm sorry that you don't believe in destiny. I'm sorry about the house and I'm sorry that time wasn't an option and I'm sorry that you thought I am something that I'm not. You deserve the because's instead of even though's too you know. Definite because's just mean a lot more to me than struggling even thoughs... And I had to break it on down too many times for there to be enough because's....I NEED the because's. Between the whole painting thing and the pressure and the pressure and the ultimatums was just too much too fast too soon and I'm sorry that you don't wanna talk anymore and I'm sorry that you don't wanna be friends.... and again I'm sorry about your uncle.