DAMN! I can't believe I did it. I've gone about 10 months with out adding any more. I get stuck with nothing to do last night, and next thing you know theres blood on my knife.
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!
Its just that here I am with nothing to distract me, so I start thinking about my friends here and how there both have shitty times. Then I feel helpless because I can't think of anything I can say or do to help them. I hate feeling helpless (who does) and I just want to feel anything else which leads us back to DAMN!
Oh well, maybe I can find something to distract me today.
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!
Its just that here I am with nothing to distract me, so I start thinking about my friends here and how there both have shitty times. Then I feel helpless because I can't think of anything I can say or do to help them. I hate feeling helpless (who does) and I just want to feel anything else which leads us back to DAMN!
Oh well, maybe I can find something to distract me today.