ambition

I wish that I had a button that I could push that would make the world around me stop so that I could just push it and say "what the fuck?" I went to the gorcery store today with my son and this woman came up to me and handed me a pamphlet for a very prominent religous group in my community, looked me up and down and told me it was not tol late for me and that god would still forgive me. I told her to Focus on her own family and walked away. Why can't people just leave me alone?