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Well recovery from my uvulopharyngopalatoplasty, tonsillectomy and septoplasty was HELL! Oh my fucking fuck! I was on a diet of liquid opiates for two weeks. All I can remember is pain and lots of it. Pain worse than unmedicated childbirth. But all went well in the end and I am sleeping much better I think.
My husbands PTSD is really rearing its ugly fucking face....
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My husbands PTSD is really rearing its ugly fucking face....
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corsair:
Sounds like 2007 was a really tough year for you.
I hope things are much improved in '08!
Happy New Year!
I hope things are much improved in '08!
Happy New Year!
evilmonkeymuffin:
Thanks for the fantastic link. 
I may have to plagiarize some of that.
I may have to plagiarize some of that.
I go into the hospital at 11:15 today for my surgery. I am having a UPPP procedure with a radical tonislsectomy. I am not looking forward to this. Wish me luck.
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henjin0:
"radical tonislsectomy"....I think I saw Tony Hawk do that once at X-games
piksy:
i hope everything went well and you are feeling ok. get well soon! 
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daenerys:
cute puppy!!!
Happy Halloween
Happy Halloween
The walls are closing in.
The therapist says I have PTSD. Well no shit smart ass. You went to school for how fucking long? AAAAGGHHH. I wonder which one of my "life traumas" he will attempt to pin this on. Rape, abuse, torture,neglect,our child dying, my husband getting shot? Take your pick smart one.
If I had the money I would be in my car,...
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The therapist says I have PTSD. Well no shit smart ass. You went to school for how fucking long? AAAAGGHHH. I wonder which one of my "life traumas" he will attempt to pin this on. Rape, abuse, torture,neglect,our child dying, my husband getting shot? Take your pick smart one.
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brightredscream:
If you lived closer, I'd so kidnap you for a weekend...
*hugs*
*hugs*
sweetiyvie:
Thanks for your input, and why aren't you on my friends list?! 
We doula sisters need to stick together!
We doula sisters need to stick together!
So I NEED to get away for a long weekend. Anyone want to provide me with a couch? I just need some time to get away from my life. Please. Goddess please bless me with strength. I need it right now.
So I just got back from counseling. I fucking hate therapy. I worked so hard to repress so much shit and all these fuckers...
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So I just got back from counseling. I fucking hate therapy. I worked so hard to repress so much shit and all these fuckers...
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piepdaddy22:
Well i am sorrh that your weekend was not that great either. Thanks for the wishes and I hope you have a better week
ginary:
thank you hun I ordered the booth from Elite unlimited they have lots of nice things and Im happy you liked my undies 
Something New............
Ok, well the shit hit THE Fan this weekend. I am now back on the market again, for a woman that is. Turns out hippie girl is a pathological liar. Oh well.
This all came to a boil during a party that we hosted this weekend. Now normally I am a very laid back person but this little fucking bitch brought out something...
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Ok, well the shit hit THE Fan this weekend. I am now back on the market again, for a woman that is. Turns out hippie girl is a pathological liar. Oh well.
This all came to a boil during a party that we hosted this weekend. Now normally I am a very laid back person but this little fucking bitch brought out something... Read More
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piepdaddy22:
Im not letting you go anywhere unless your coming to see me
daenerys:
hahaha glitter girl wow!! that's funny
I am really happy lately. It has finally stopped raining. We had 8 days of rain. Lots and lots of rain, Which in turn made it extremely humid. But things are finally starting to dry up. The rain has done wonderful things for my Morning Glories though. I was skeptical that they would even bloom this year since they had such a late start. The...
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belllla:
Hi. I miss you.
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belllla:
It. Is. GORGEOUS!!! I love the crib and my William looks ADORABLE as always!! \r\n\r\nWhen do I get to come visit
\r\n\r\nWhen do I get to come visit
ambition:
pics of new house
Life was just starting to settle down when BOOM! The central air unit died in my new house yesterday morning, but me being the superwoman that I am; found a new one and next day installation for $1300! Thats right. I am the shit.
Life up here is good. I look forward to going to the farmers market every Saturday morning and buying fresh flowers...
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Life up here is good. I look forward to going to the farmers market every Saturday morning and buying fresh flowers...
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rosa:
I'm glad we got a chance to "talk" today. Take care sweetie
belllla:
First of all, don't ever let anyone make you feel guilty for writing what *you* want to write in *your* journal. You're sweet, as always, to consider other people's feelings, but... it's your space... don't walk on egg shells for anyone. I did that for WAY too long.
Second, I still need to see pics of the dream house!!! I have the real internet again, so hook me up with a link to your photobucket or flickr or whatever!!
Third, I miss you dearly. You need to come out to DC sometime for some serious bonding. I love and miss you, wifey.
Fourth, new woman in your life?? I want details!!!
Fifth, you have me now desperately wishing I could find a farmer's market today. Or at least some pretty flowers.
Second, I still need to see pics of the dream house!!! I have the real internet again, so hook me up with a link to your photobucket or flickr or whatever!!
Third, I miss you dearly. You need to come out to DC sometime for some serious bonding. I love and miss you, wifey.
Fourth, new woman in your life?? I want details!!!
Fifth, you have me now desperately wishing I could find a farmer's market today. Or at least some pretty flowers.
So we are in our house. It kicks major ass. Slowly but surely we are getting everything organized and moved into its final resting spot. We have way too much stuff. Can someone say yard sale?
I have been fortunate enough to meet some really awesome people here. Especially one. Hey Angel. You know who you are, you sexy bitch!!! Turns out the people that...
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I have been fortunate enough to meet some really awesome people here. Especially one. Hey Angel. You know who you are, you sexy bitch!!! Turns out the people that...
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koriana:
Oh, a back packing trip in Vancouver sounds nice.
prophetnoise:
Thanks. It was mostly trying to make it look like i wasn't holding my own cameraphone.
Things are going so close to perfect right now that I am just waiting for the bottom to fall out from under me, which it will in about six weeks if not before.
I have the most beautiful, wonderful, hot, sexy freak of a girlfriend right now. I couldn't have designed a better woman for myself if I had started from scratch. Rosa I love...
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I have the most beautiful, wonderful, hot, sexy freak of a girlfriend right now. I couldn't have designed a better woman for myself if I had started from scratch. Rosa I love...
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belllla:
You need to take a picture in your sexy new dress and add it to your profile. Kthx.
PS...
PPS... WHEN ARE YOU COMING TO VISIT???