ambigious

Have you ever wondered what it takes, or when you might find out who you really are? Well this morning after waking up and thinking about some things in my life, realization hit. I am myself. People can take me for who i am or not at all. I am finally thinking about who my friends are, and making some choices i dont want to make, but in the long run need to make if i am ever gonna trust people or grow into the person i want and hope to be. I have learned that life is full of choices, the right ones arent always the ones i want to make, but to continue on i must be able to make some choices, but be able to live with them. In the past i have made choices, but alwyas wondered what would have happened if my choice had been different. I don't want to wonder, i want to know that the choice i made was the only right choice for me.


I havent had a hard life by no means, i am not complaining just vocolizing my thoughts like i have never been able to before. The more i write, the more i learn about myself. I am proud of who i am, and hope to grow, i thought that i had a difficult problems in my lfe, but have recently realized that i made them difficult. I have so much moe to say, but can't yet pot them inot words, this is all so new to me