ambie

I am such an ass. and here are the reasons why.
1) After that weekend with Tony we saw eachothe a few times that week, had sex on the top of the parking garage in my car and he hasnt spoken to me since and now he literally hides whenever he sees me or goes out of his way to not be where I am and I just keep doing what I normally do.
2) I had a date last night with a good friend and I couldnt avoid the good bye kiss, not that it was bad but nothing can happen!!! I know his entire family and used to work for them. Plus he is a freshmen at school and he is only 18 and awgeez.
3) I think one of his friends Derrick (sp?) is really cute and nice. the problem is #4
4) Aaron (last night boy) Tony and Derrick are all theatre majors and in the same plays. FUCK ME!
5) cute graphic design boy from school that I told Nec I was going to ask out the next time I saw him showed up at Cedars Swing Night Thursday night and so I asked him out. His name is James, he is two years older than me, I think like an inchshorter than me and really cute. We have a date tonight after work (both work till 9) so I am excited. and he likes SG. Rock. Problem is: (drumroll please) he might be moving to Pittsburgh next month with his ex and her friends NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
yea. so yea.

School is ok. second art history test I got 15 out of 20 on.
classes are figured out for next semester and rest of life (grad spr 07)
english is iffy... I am so bad at writing a paper.
Anthro I have no idea.
Studios are a's of course.
I have an interview at Hot Topic weds at 3. I rock. I can't wait to see my counselor this friday, I have been very depressed almost suicidal and it scares the fuck out of me.
hmm.
love yous