ambie

I feel like I am missing out on something. Who are these bands that sound like my dreams?(franz ferdinand, modest mouse) what are these movies with awkward titles (Napoleone Dynamite? Who did this? I have only heard a little about it... )
I grew up... I became alone, and now I am losing a bit of who I was... because going to work and coming home and sleeping doesn't exactly open new doors. I don't listen to the radio (clear channel owns the only ones I can recieve) and do not have cable.
My world is shallow, only what I knew.
I saw a girl with greasy hair poorly fitting jeans, and a black manson shirt being a bitch to her mom the other day at the dollar store, I almost hit her. That was me when I was her age... unrealistic, selfish, sturdy. Amazing what years of self loathing, humiliation, poverty (of the soul), and scraping by can do.


anywayyyys. does anyone else get annoyed by friend requests from people who have no journals, no friends, no comments, and the only group is noobs? it drives me crazy... I can't make a qualified decision on the fact that you have a member name, been a member a day, and like the site. thats all these guys put... it makes me sad. I was so excited to make my profile and journal, I was so excited to join a group. I just don't understand why one would choose a public account but act anonymouse?

so much homework... so little energy...