so here is an update.
tony hasnt spoken to me. i havn't spoken to him. he avoids mel ike the motherfuckin plague.
aaron is sweet but i just can't do it. he cares so much about me but ...
james... oh james. we have seen eachother the past three days... its so amazing. this is the kind of guy i can fall for... hard. ha....
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tony hasnt spoken to me. i havn't spoken to him. he avoids mel ike the motherfuckin plague.
aaron is sweet but i just can't do it. he cares so much about me but ...
james... oh james. we have seen eachother the past three days... its so amazing. this is the kind of guy i can fall for... hard. ha....
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I am such an ass. and here are the reasons why.
1) After that weekend with Tony we saw eachothe a few times that week, had sex on the top of the parking garage in my car and he hasnt spoken to me since and now he literally hides whenever he sees me or goes out of his way to not be where I am...
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1) After that weekend with Tony we saw eachothe a few times that week, had sex on the top of the parking garage in my car and he hasnt spoken to me since and now he literally hides whenever he sees me or goes out of his way to not be where I am...
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sluttysadclown:
I've been way depressed too.....we can be depressed together 
nightmares:
Hi! My name is Nightmares....I just stumbled upon you and gosh your adorable! Just thought I would introduce myself. 
update time.
did well on art history paper 8 outta 10.
doing very differant piece for 2d design my teacher loves, and this is the one that fights with me.
thursday night necol and tony and i went to cedars and had a blast. extremely passionate makeout session afterwards.... "he is so dreamy" hahahah the type where you walk away with scratches, i was such...
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did well on art history paper 8 outta 10.
doing very differant piece for 2d design my teacher loves, and this is the one that fights with me.
thursday night necol and tony and i went to cedars and had a blast. extremely passionate makeout session afterwards.... "he is so dreamy" hahahah the type where you walk away with scratches, i was such...
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jdubbs:
WUD UP AMBIE,, long time to talky,, good job on you art history test,, i got a 77 out of 100 on my Advance World Art Survey test (fucking stupid critical professor). I'd like to check out that 2-D piece,, you should email it to me.
take it easy
take it easy
yuriel:
miss you much cutie
good luck with all your art classes and such!
double ps.
i freaking hate that guy
what a lucky bastard
not only is he endowed but he got to have you.
sickeningly lucky!
good luck with all your art classes and such!
double ps.
i freaking hate that guy
what a lucky bastard
not only is he endowed but he got to have you.
sickeningly lucky!
I need to update more often, I feel like an ass.
Havn't been goin out just sleeping.
Feel a ton better. Have so much going on with school.
I am going to work on some stuff for an art contest at the bar I go to.
Saw Tony for the first time in a week yesterday. Kinda asked him out, took alot of guts! He...
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Havn't been goin out just sleeping.
Feel a ton better. Have so much going on with school.
I am going to work on some stuff for an art contest at the bar I go to.
Saw Tony for the first time in a week yesterday. Kinda asked him out, took alot of guts! He...
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ccfoo:
Knit me a sweater, dear!
ziggs:
u know, i could really use a scarf... 
read last journal first.
I made a resolution last eve. and it is:
If I do not voice how I feel about a boy he will never know thus never having a chance in hell. So tonight I am going all out. Thats right my friends. I am
(after my doc appt) going to class and flirting my pretty little heart out and might even...
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I made a resolution last eve. and it is:
If I do not voice how I feel about a boy he will never know thus never having a chance in hell. So tonight I am going all out. Thats right my friends. I am
(after my doc appt) going to class and flirting my pretty little heart out and might even...
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rumrunner:
pop tart hmmmm good idea EXCUSE ME 
lepeu1999:
Congrats on the weight!
you are cuter then hell, don't worry about it. Lordy girl, it hurts to look at you.
Love your art.
you are cuter then hell, don't worry about it. Lordy girl, it hurts to look at you.
Love your art.
hey sorry i have been missing.
i am so sick. do you have any idea what its like to have to puke but the only thing that comes up is sinus drainage because you havnt eaten in two days?
my aunt got me sick but it probbly wouldnt be this bad if i hadnt:
wednesday:Necol and I went to Jazz night at Cedars which was...
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i am so sick. do you have any idea what its like to have to puke but the only thing that comes up is sinus drainage because you havnt eaten in two days?
my aunt got me sick but it probbly wouldnt be this bad if i hadnt:
wednesday:Necol and I went to Jazz night at Cedars which was...
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yuriel:
god i hope youre feeling better soon thats horrid
glad you had fun on yer weekend though!
glad you had fun on yer weekend though!
ginawa:
Hey you, it hears like a hell of a week. Get better you!
"all that we fall for, home is places we have grown all of us are done for we live in a beautiful world, yea we do, we livei n a beautiful world, bones sinkin like stones all that we fall for homes places we have grown all of us are done for, we live in a beautiful world yea we do."coldplay
"i think i;ll go...
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"i think i;ll go...
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raoulduke:
what have you been up too??? nuttin' too naughty...
joshlaceyisdead:
I know the feeling. You'll get it figured out eventually. Have you traveled much?
hey
I have barely been eating. I don't know why.
Got the Garden State soundtrack today along with two tanks. My aunt is trying to buy my love but just like everything else when she is having a bad day it will get thrown in my face. yesterday was terrible with her, she is an evil money hungry bitch. Well not completely but thats how...
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I have barely been eating. I don't know why.
Got the Garden State soundtrack today along with two tanks. My aunt is trying to buy my love but just like everything else when she is having a bad day it will get thrown in my face. yesterday was terrible with her, she is an evil money hungry bitch. Well not completely but thats how...
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pyrate:
have i told you how pretty you are lately? 
my best friend just called me, she lost her job. she failed her second drug test. she admitted to me that she is addicted to coke. she wants to quit... i just don't know if she can. she has been going through rehab... but she fucked up. I wish there was something I could do... I love her soo much. i know that her boyfriend...
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latchbeam:
Sorry about your friend... I hope she can turn it around! Good luck with the lotto!
fringes:
Ive been there myself, but only a weekend user. Even so you could say I was still addicted. The craving can linger for months. The smell of anything that vaguely resembled rock cocaine is all it would take to set one off. Did you know that laboratory rats when addicted and given the choice between another fix OR food would starve themselves to death !!! She MUST stay away from that type of environment or she'll never kick it! Trust me.
so today i didnt go to class... instead i got a hundred cdrs and burnt like mad.. and now the fuckers wont play in my car... fucking cheap ass deck.
wrote an art hist. paper on michaelangelos and verroccios differant david sculptures
wrote an english essay on going home and coming home.
got diary by chuck palahniuk
started lullabye
went crazy
loving Hazenstreet which Robsta...
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wrote an art hist. paper on michaelangelos and verroccios differant david sculptures
wrote an english essay on going home and coming home.
got diary by chuck palahniuk
started lullabye
went crazy
loving Hazenstreet which Robsta...
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norritt:
last november at pitt
ixion:
thought I'd stop by and say HI!
I saw some of those Michaelangelos when I was in Florence, Italy about a year and change ago...
good luck with all your studies...
I saw some of those Michaelangelos when I was in Florence, Italy about a year and change ago...
good luck with all your studies...
baby you understand me now if you sometimes you see that i am mad dont you know no one alive can always be an angel when evrything goes wrong you see some bad but im just a soul who's intentions are good please lord dont let me be misunderstood you know sometimes baby i so care for you the joy it is hard to hide...
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ginawa:
I love that line from outkast
just saying hi you
just saying hi you
my fuckin god the drama.
lets explain yesterday before I get ahead of myself...
wednesday night i was talking to tommy and he said he still loves me and had been beggin me to have sex with him all week... and we planned on it for 2 the next day (yest) between my classes. so i get up and go to my morning classes(first was...
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lets explain yesterday before I get ahead of myself...
wednesday night i was talking to tommy and he said he still loves me and had been beggin me to have sex with him all week... and we planned on it for 2 the next day (yest) between my classes. so i get up and go to my morning classes(first was...
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ccfoo:
wanted: hot sexy boy with good taste in music and a hot car who likes to listen to old jazz and drink tea / coffee with me while discussing politics....
any takers?
Is there an age restriction?
any takers?
Is there an age restriction?
ccfoo:
Hmm... I like old jazz...you'll have to tell if I'm sexy, I have no idea, I like coffee AND tea, I'll discuss politics as long as I don't have to agree with you all the time, I drive a Focus ZX5, not extactly hot but I installed a Magnaflow catback exhaust and Eibach suspension (shocks, struts, springs, front & rear sway bars) myself.
~Nightmares~