i mother fucking hate work.
i walked in on my friend harry and this other girl having sex. it kind of made me want to puke. he wont talk to me anymore and thinks im mad about it. why would i be mad? i dont know. im not at all. he's 20 going on 14. fucking lame.
i need sex. i never get on the internet anymore. it sucks. well i guess its kind of good. i dont know. i get bored of this shit easily anyway.
oh the horror.
i walked in on my friend harry and this other girl having sex. it kind of made me want to puke. he wont talk to me anymore and thinks im mad about it. why would i be mad? i dont know. im not at all. he's 20 going on 14. fucking lame.
i need sex. i never get on the internet anymore. it sucks. well i guess its kind of good. i dont know. i get bored of this shit easily anyway.
oh the horror.
Ive never particularly enjoyed watching other people have sex in person. Its not that I dont like sex, or dont like the thought of it, or I dont like other people having it. Its just when I know the people, I try to keep a certain view of them in my head, and when that vision is altered, it just fucks up what I think and feel. If a chick is my friend, shes my friend unless something brews and well you know how that goes. Im the kinda guy that knows the boundries and can be known to not cross them unless prompted. Sure as hell you give me a chance Ill fucking sprint across it though.
Im 21, going on fucking 12 sometimes I feel like. I swear I never got older than 18. I dont know what to expect, or where to go, what to do...Its all crap. Im almost 22 fucking years old, and Im nothing, everyone sees something in me, but I see nothing. Have you ever felt that you cant see yourself at a certain age? Well Ive felt that ever since I was 12, that I cant see myself past that age... and I still cant. Go figure.
Fuck me, fuck you, whatever works, I dont care.
Ask and I will tell.