So I have my SG account for a few more days. It's kind of sad because will my page just disappear? Or will it go down in history? I have no clue. I don't like the idea of not being able to return to it, finding it just the way it was, someday.
I've been having dreams about being a model. Where I'm skinny. We talked about that at work today for a while... about how I used to be kind of skinny. They were my witnesses. I don't think me and Kristen were the best of friends then *sad face*. I remember my old roommate ((who was a photographer)) did this shoot where I got all dolled up, pretty pink summer dress, and I jumped into our pool full clothed and then came out of the water looking all... like I jumped into a pool with my clothes and makeup on. The best part was one of our neighbors was lounging by the pool ladder and he said, "I'd pay you to come out of that pool like that again tomorrow." and his wife hit him.
Oh well. Going through shitty times and piecing together your heart sometimes involves lots of good Southern food and less physically invigorating activities. I think I'm officially over all of that though and I'm ready to start being healthy again and putting myself back out there.
I got a special invite to a party this weekend. I call it the Metal Party because over 50% of the attendees will be men who play in metal bands in and around Atlanta. Could be fun, could be a drag, hopefully I'll go. Any and everyone who reads this is more than invited to come with. Just let me know.
Cold weather makes me miss being a cuddle whore too, dear.
PS- my internet is running as slow as dial-up. What's the deal? I need a geek friend to come and fix it.
I've been having dreams about being a model. Where I'm skinny. We talked about that at work today for a while... about how I used to be kind of skinny. They were my witnesses. I don't think me and Kristen were the best of friends then *sad face*. I remember my old roommate ((who was a photographer)) did this shoot where I got all dolled up, pretty pink summer dress, and I jumped into our pool full clothed and then came out of the water looking all... like I jumped into a pool with my clothes and makeup on. The best part was one of our neighbors was lounging by the pool ladder and he said, "I'd pay you to come out of that pool like that again tomorrow." and his wife hit him.
Oh well. Going through shitty times and piecing together your heart sometimes involves lots of good Southern food and less physically invigorating activities. I think I'm officially over all of that though and I'm ready to start being healthy again and putting myself back out there.
I got a special invite to a party this weekend. I call it the Metal Party because over 50% of the attendees will be men who play in metal bands in and around Atlanta. Could be fun, could be a drag, hopefully I'll go. Any and everyone who reads this is more than invited to come with. Just let me know.
Cold weather makes me miss being a cuddle whore too, dear.
PS- my internet is running as slow as dial-up. What's the deal? I need a geek friend to come and fix it.
I have dreams where I have actual muscles heh. Being skinny isn't all that it's cracked up to be , nothing wrong with a few extra pounds! It's gonna suck when you're not on here. It's cool having new "E"-friends to chat with
You're gonna have a ton of fun at that Metal party I bet.