So I just cancelled my subscription to SG. I will be here until December 11. I can't believe it's already been that long.
It's cool that this site is offered and a lot of people find a sort of sanctuary to let their "freak flag fly" ((sorry, I saw that in that Family Stone movie and have been drooling to use it ever since)) but, it's just not doing it for me. Just not my time...
In other news, I got home from Texas in the wee midnight morning hours of Monday. It was a fun trip, more than anything it was just a big catchup with my friend Andy and lots of hours put in at the bar. Everyone there was really nice. It perplexed me a little that some people didn't think they were having fun unless they were drunk at the local bar... but then the last night there I spent it with several people who seriously just had fun with us drinking beers and listening to Jasper Collins sing karaoke. They were all trying to convince me to move there because:
1. I was "gorgeous"
2. I fit right in
3. I would have the best time of my life
4. "I wish you'd move here... you and my wife would be besties"
5. "Even though it would never work out, it would be nice if it did work out, you know?"
Randy called me Sunday on the drive to Dallas hungover. It was the funniest conversation. Not haha funny, but surreal. I remember back in the day we talked about how we would never get drunk and how smoking was disgusting. We smoked through our anxiety on the drive to the ATL airport on Thursday and laughed about being hungover on a Sunday. It just seemed... nice... to be real with each other and to still respect each other.
I did a ton of thinking on my trip though. To iterate from myspace blog, I have let the current things in my life overwhelm me to a point that I was just pushing them to the side so I wouldn't have to deal with them. I faced them this weekend though, and it was kind of hard. Talking to Andy helped, he showed me that what I had thoughts on had some merit and I wasn't completely loopy.
I let so much crap slide... I'm deciding on what to do with that fact still though.
Well, here's a good picture to make us all laugh.
And then today at work, I got offered a promotion.
My life is so weird right now, what's up with that?
It's cool that this site is offered and a lot of people find a sort of sanctuary to let their "freak flag fly" ((sorry, I saw that in that Family Stone movie and have been drooling to use it ever since)) but, it's just not doing it for me. Just not my time...
In other news, I got home from Texas in the wee midnight morning hours of Monday. It was a fun trip, more than anything it was just a big catchup with my friend Andy and lots of hours put in at the bar. Everyone there was really nice. It perplexed me a little that some people didn't think they were having fun unless they were drunk at the local bar... but then the last night there I spent it with several people who seriously just had fun with us drinking beers and listening to Jasper Collins sing karaoke. They were all trying to convince me to move there because:
1. I was "gorgeous"
2. I fit right in
3. I would have the best time of my life
4. "I wish you'd move here... you and my wife would be besties"
5. "Even though it would never work out, it would be nice if it did work out, you know?"
Randy called me Sunday on the drive to Dallas hungover. It was the funniest conversation. Not haha funny, but surreal. I remember back in the day we talked about how we would never get drunk and how smoking was disgusting. We smoked through our anxiety on the drive to the ATL airport on Thursday and laughed about being hungover on a Sunday. It just seemed... nice... to be real with each other and to still respect each other.
I did a ton of thinking on my trip though. To iterate from myspace blog, I have let the current things in my life overwhelm me to a point that I was just pushing them to the side so I wouldn't have to deal with them. I faced them this weekend though, and it was kind of hard. Talking to Andy helped, he showed me that what I had thoughts on had some merit and I wasn't completely loopy.
I let so much crap slide... I'm deciding on what to do with that fact still though.
Well, here's a good picture to make us all laugh.
And then today at work, I got offered a promotion.
My life is so weird right now, what's up with that?
metaverse:
It would take me 67 years to grow a beard like that lol. I see Borat in the background! That movie made me laugh so much. Sorry to see you go already.