amberlie

its been awhile! im sorry! hows everyone doing? good hopefully. im as fine as can be. im a little confused and i always feel like crying, but i belive i have good reasons! ... if you care to know read on, if not i understand.

im leaving my other half today. not like never seeing him again ,but going on a six month sabatical to colorado. a big change since we live in texas. we havent really been a part for four years,so can you see my dilema?

but as i said its for good reasons. first and foremost is , my best friend for the past four years, has found herself in a tight spot. thanks to the sterotypical dickanus of a male. otherwise known as her ex!
they were supposed to move in together and at the last moment he backed out, i mean like two weeks before.
now, she spent the majority of her money on things for the house, so she finds herself with this problem.

so i have decided to go to colorado and help her out, and even though i know its for good reasons, i still feel bad for going.

until i come to my second point. she is the ONLY actual real life friend i have, beside the occasional aquintances. and i believe that after four years of being around basically the same person, to the piont that you want to KILL him every other day, i deserve a break.!!!!!

yeah its been a real nice time!

sorry, i needed to vent.