Yes, si, oui, ja....spring has sprung...pop. Now I can be happy. 
What else do i say...living every day is the most confusing task that will ever be for i. Am i supposed to impress others just for my own personal satisfaction or is it for their own content? response is purely fiction. Fuck this. 
figmentation:
hmm...
:nods:
:nods:
How profound...a pronoun making the wild young child meek and mild.
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For some reason I get a great deal of satisfaction writing online, then I just hit the backspace key until it all leaves. It is as if that thought really just needed a second oppinion. It makes me think of great artists that painted over and over on their canvas until a moment...
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For some reason I get a great deal of satisfaction writing online, then I just hit the backspace key until it all leaves. It is as if that thought really just needed a second oppinion. It makes me think of great artists that painted over and over on their canvas until a moment...
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figmentation:
Eating disorders come from control issues and having a lack of control of the on goings in your life. I've battled with them... They suck. It came with trying to be the "perfect" whatever and failing and then the onslaught of attitudes from others at not only your failure but also your appearence. curvy and beautiful are not two words that are associated with females these days...
nor are they what the "majority" of males want it seems.
Or moving to a warmer climate...
nor are they what the "majority" of males want it seems.
Or moving to a warmer climate...
Permagrin
permafrost
permaculture
permanent?
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Do the clouds think? If they do I am sure that they gather throughout their day schemeing and joining energy for that one drip that hits me. The paisley swirl of color invades the mind making me think of a painting that I once saw. Imagination is unstoppable, unfathomable, unboxable. The words I construct with the shitty spelling that comes...
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permafrost
permaculture
permanent?
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Do the clouds think? If they do I am sure that they gather throughout their day schemeing and joining energy for that one drip that hits me. The paisley swirl of color invades the mind making me think of a painting that I once saw. Imagination is unstoppable, unfathomable, unboxable. The words I construct with the shitty spelling that comes...
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figmentation:
today is the best day...
I sat down that early frosty morning looking out upon a silvery haze of what was once green and velvety. Oak trees creak and groan with the pain of cold while we sit. How many times have the geese flown, and why do the frogs live in the soil? Silly questions arose. I was not thinking of you. Finally. The all encompassing embrace of the...
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figmentation:
I love frost on the trees...
I love frost on the trees...
Look around and you will see nothing.
nothing will happen and emptyness is there.
If emptyness is there isn't that something?
I create the madness that I claim to describe. reality is not real. madness is not real. I am not real. What the fuck?...chuck.
nothing will happen and emptyness is there.
If emptyness is there isn't that something?
I create the madness that I claim to describe. reality is not real. madness is not real. I am not real. What the fuck?...chuck.
discrepancies?
is that how you spell it?
how many voices do you have to listen to to believe that what you say is true?
When you believe that what is real becomes a reality the truth sets in.
I am not sure.
I am not secure.
I am not obscure.
I might be unsure of everything that floats inside of my mind. someone out there...
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is that how you spell it?
how many voices do you have to listen to to believe that what you say is true?
When you believe that what is real becomes a reality the truth sets in.
I am not sure.
I am not secure.
I am not obscure.
I might be unsure of everything that floats inside of my mind. someone out there...
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the basement ran blue with dank odor.
cold cement against my face.
why do i end up here.
the musk of mold and over ripe oranges.
how do i end up here.
dripping with perspiration, the laughter fades.
i hear the difference in their moods.
please bring me a glass of water.
i'm thirsty, but water won't quench.
everything fades with time.
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shoe goo...
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cold cement against my face.
why do i end up here.
the musk of mold and over ripe oranges.
how do i end up here.
dripping with perspiration, the laughter fades.
i hear the difference in their moods.
please bring me a glass of water.
i'm thirsty, but water won't quench.
everything fades with time.
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shoe goo...
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Using losing pursuing
finding blinding waste
difficult must mean Diff-I-Cult
Why must I defy?
I-Cult=a cult of one.
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Enter into a strange room
there is a wamth coming from the fireplace
old rich red velvet couches and shiny well polished teas set.
Smelling the perfume of an aging woman trying to cover up the death she has inside.
Decay.
the big C.
I know...
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finding blinding waste
difficult must mean Diff-I-Cult
Why must I defy?
I-Cult=a cult of one.
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Enter into a strange room
there is a wamth coming from the fireplace
old rich red velvet couches and shiny well polished teas set.
Smelling the perfume of an aging woman trying to cover up the death she has inside.
Decay.
the big C.
I know...
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yumchen:
Hey, thanks for the nice comment a while back. I am updating finally and it was really nice to read. 
How does this work?
Work?
you know w-o-r-k.
For you it might work differently.
For me it works just fine how it is.
Work?
you know w-o-r-k.
For you it might work differently.
For me it works just fine how it is.
Breath
mysteriously
leaving my body
Life
enjoyably
entering my mind
With each movement of the torso your hips become part of me
outrageously
extending the solitude
making you further away than before
somehow feels comfortable
inside
you
don't need me
you
need you
mysteriously
leaving my body
Life
enjoyably
entering my mind
With each movement of the torso your hips become part of me
outrageously
extending the solitude
making you further away than before
somehow feels comfortable
inside
you
don't need me
you
need you
amanitamuscaria:
trips from this summer
Happy Birthday.
Yes, spring is here... I'm waiting for it to get alittle warmer before I go frolicing about.