amanita

OK so as I said I moved to Arlington, I'm very much enjoying it so far. Really like my house, my room is the best. I made a video blog for you guys but I didn't like it enough to post it haha. I got a job at a Harley store, it was ok but more boring than I expected. The work was killing me, the pain was insane. I haven't been taking pills for a few weeks now just staying really high to deal with the pain, unfortunately I have no money and no weed now and no idea what to do about it haha. Anyway, back to the job story. I was doing well, getting along with everyone, it was going great.....or so I thought. Friday afternoon I was cross training to cashier, spoke to my manager and she said "good job!" then I left for lunch. I come back for lunch, continue what I was doing before I left when my manager calls me. Keep in mind this is the same manager that had just told me I was doing a good job. Anyway, she calls me to her office, tells me to close the door then says "this just isn't working out". What the fuck? I asked her why and her reasons were "You talk crap about bikers, you used your cell phone, you have something to say about everything." Oh my god. I am on my cell phone constantly, I haven't had a real job in almost 2 years so when I only used my phone on breaks at work I was really proud of myself! I also have an issue with people telling me what to do but even with my manager and the girls training me telling me to do shit that hurt like hell I never complained, never made a comment nothing. I especially never ever talked crap about bikers! Come on, why the fuck would I want to work at a Harley place if I don't like bikers? Seriously. So I can't figure it out. If she had a real reason to fire me you'd think I would have gotten a talking to, warning, whatever the fuck they do these days. So this was after 5 days of working. Haven't told many people because it just embarrasses me. I've been fired before once and I know why and I've accepted it. I can't accept this tho. I don't understand. That week was a hard struggle for me to get back into the swing of things and I ended up working the whole week for maybe a 40$ pay check and 3 Harley shirts that I don't even like they just made me take them off the floor to work in and won't let me take them back. It's bull shit. Other than that tho I've been doing really well. Every time I see my family they comment on how good I look and how happy I seem and it's awesome. I think a lot of it has to do with weed instead of pills haha. So that's what has been going on. Looks like I'll be going down to the mall and getting a seasonal job at Hot Topic or some shit haha. At least I live close.
God why is weed so expensive!?

Thank you all for your continuing support and love, it means a lot more than you might think.
Love always,
Amanita