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Sunday Jan 07, 2007

Jan 7, 2007
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PSA

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The pattern of friendships and even relationships in my life seems to be pretty consistent.
Too consistent.

The majority of them last only a few months. And I'm still stumped as to why this is.
As far as I think, I'm a pretty damn good friend.
I'm reliable.
I'm open minded.
I'm considerate.
I'm giving.
I might not have much, but odds are if I'm trying to be your friend I'd give it up to you.

I'm awful at being bitter. I'm awful at holding grudges.
I'm forgiving.It's in my nature.
And this is why, even if you've snubbed me,
Turned your back on me,
or
Stabbed me in the back

I'll still be at your funeral bawling like a baby
If you got into a car accident and were a quadriplegic, I'd still come live at your house to take care of you.


With all this, all my good qualities, I realize I still fuck up.
Alot.
But I'd appreciate it, rather than ignoring it and letting it build up until you leave or turn rotten, that you tell me.
Odds are it wasn't intentional.
And regardless, I didn't ever mean to hurt you.
But if it was then maybe you should learn how to stick up for yourself.
Tell me off. Goodness knows I deserve it.

I'm so far from being perfect it's not even funny.
So alot of you should probably stop acting like you are too.

Being my friend means you should be able to tell me exactly what it is you have a problem with, should you have one.

Being my friend means that you should know I appreciate honesty.

I never saw the point in pretending to like someone.
I still don't.


I realize this lacks structure.
I'm not going back to check for errors.

I don't care.
My entire life lacks structure.
I have the base, which really is the important part.
And everything else is kinda just slapped on half hazard.

There are more topics.
But I'll touch upon those another day.
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
amendandrevise:
Hey there new friend, figure I'd make an introduction of sorts. Reading through your entry, I was like.. "HEY, THAT'S ME" - but aside from that, I'm Ahsan. I'm pretty much awesome.

Arthur Erickson once said, "Space has always been the spiritual dimension of architecture. It is not the physical statement of the structure so much as what it contains that moves us." -- that holds true to this entry.
Jan 13, 2007
onesandzeros:
Hey what's up?
Jan 19, 2007

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