amandaz

And I now take this moment to fucking yell at the top of my lungs.Everything is fucked up, and I feel betrayed and lied to and taken for granted.I'd rip out throats if I could.Alas I am stuck a millions miles away somewhere in the back of my brain and my sadness is growing into anger.This,of course,will only last until I lay down and am reminded of how alone I am.And maybe the only person that I can really depend on is myself.I want to want to be alone.And be okay with being alone.NO friends,NO boyfriends,NO girlfriends.ALONE.


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