On the brink of an anxiety attack all morning.
I can't get back to sleep.
The thought of trying to eat something turns my stomach.
My stairs are an obstacle more than ever.
I feel light headed and dizzy.
I want out of this place.
Music is not giving me the solace I yern for today.
Nothing is.
I woke up and my room smelled like vomit. Or like something had died while I "slept".
(The defanition of sleep being slipping into an indescribable state for 45 minutes to an hour, then waking suddenly feeling as though my brain was swelling and moments away from bursting and gushing from my from ears.)
Just give me a porch to sit on with a stiff drink in my hand
I can't get back to sleep.
The thought of trying to eat something turns my stomach.
My stairs are an obstacle more than ever.
I feel light headed and dizzy.
I want out of this place.
Music is not giving me the solace I yern for today.
Nothing is.
I woke up and my room smelled like vomit. Or like something had died while I "slept".
(The defanition of sleep being slipping into an indescribable state for 45 minutes to an hour, then waking suddenly feeling as though my brain was swelling and moments away from bursting and gushing from my from ears.)
Just give me a porch to sit on with a stiff drink in my hand
I used to get them at nite. A certain dream would trigger them. I felt like my entire body was gonna explode and I was gonna rip from the inside out.
Once I got it I'd be up all nite.
I hope you feel better. My car is a 93 Honda Prelude. I haven't junked it yet its just sitting there.
Yea its overheating on me. My radiator fan broke so now I can't drive it around
by the way......this is very very wicked