amandaz

I want to tell you how much you fucking disapoint me. And how I feel like I shouldn't trust you.

I know that if I talked to others the way you talk to them, I'd fucking be history.

I don't say anything.
I don't say anything.

I sit there with my mouth sealed shut. Swallowing every hostile thing I'd love to beat into your skull.
I let you think everything is fine.
Well it's not. I'm just good at hiding it.
I'm just good at pretending sometimes.
I'm good at pretending that I'm indifferent and apathetic.

With any luck, someday I will be.
Where will that leave us?
How will you feel about me then?
When I don't care about what happens.

I suppose that it's besides the point. Because I have not reached that point yet. No sense in jumping the gun just yet.
Let's wait and see...
Let's wait and see...

Thanks for taking 5 minutes out of your busy day. Really shows your fucking loyalty.