amaltheea

I need a sweet scape...
I'm so desperate, things doesn't seem to get better, I still don'r have a job, my roomates are moving away and I haven't found yet anyone to move in and I cannot pay the rent alone, I need a solution now and nothing seems to work the way it should, I really don't know what to do, I just want to go to my home town and hug my mom, I feel alone and desperate, it seems like this is never getting better, every time I have a bit of light it gets dissolved assap by a bigger darkness, now I think I'll have to use the money that I was saving to purchase my camera to pay the rent.
I don't know what to do, I'm just so terribly sad now.
sorry for this I just need to take it out of my sistem...

my birthday is next week, and all I need is a change of view, a new beggining and light.