not talking romantically necessarily!!! things with friends too... all a bit rubbish really. and I KNOWWW I HATE losing control too!! really worries me.. especially when I remember nothing from about 1am either, argh!!!!
and funnily enough its wine that actually ruined me.. I drank a bottle and a half of rose before I left the flat!
sorry I haven't replied to everyone... I will soon I promise. Feel fucking miserable (on top of everything else).
Hardly any time to even go on this site with all my work.
Also fed up of feeling so standard, fed up of being on my own, fed up of being one of the 'average girls' that no one hits on unless its a last resort.... Read More
"Not to mention someone I do like just clearly would't be interested at that level, though they're lovely. Never guna say anything cause it's simply not worth it. Rather never know than risk being turned down."
Wow, I can relate to that thought process completely!
You'd be surprised to know how many times you find out the answer would have been yes if you'd have asked though...
Got so much on my mind. Still getting upset about my friend and her accident, she's so strong but has just had her fake leg taken away from her and is back in the wheelchair makes me feel down cause I know she's unhappy like that...
then I had my cousin attempt suicide last week... I've spoken to her since now... Read More
my heart to you hun. Stay strong and find joy in something small. Remember that even though you have so much on your shoulders, there are others to help. Your cousin does have others to help her. Your friend will get better over time, and the boyfriend part. Sad to hear. The work will slow down, you will see a better time soon enough. Look up.
To cheer you up...i would have to say that you are a bit beautiful
Any good raves of late? saw deadmau5 at the end of last year which was a bit good! and a couple of trips to fabric subsequently! love being a taxi ride away
I literally worked myself into an 18 hour sleep coma!
Friggin hell... never worked so hard in my life. Nor been so tired!
All worth it though cause I got an interview with Abercrombie and Fitch
I find out if I get the next step of interviews on the 5th feb, if so I get to fly out to Ohio! Crazy.
wow thats be if you get that job i always wanted to move to america before am 30 but am now 30 and still in uk hahah FAIL! been on hols a lot there tho. good luck tho
def loving the pics you posted tho thanks for the treatx
Who's got new years resolutions?? Im on a diet, hahaha. but have lost a couple of pounds this week so not doing too bad!
New years eve was amazing hope everyone had a good time. Went up to Manchester for it, thinking of moving up there after I finish uni! Anyone got any opinions on it?
OMG third year is so hard! I've only been back 4 days and I'm stressed already so much work to do.
On the plus side one of my best friends has called me up to announce some big news, she's just told me that she's pregnant and engaged I was literally squeaking down the phone at her I'm so happy <3 she says that if... Read More
Oh my god. you are the first person to realise what my name is refering to...
YES it was incredible! I am so so sad its gone, still got Fabric but matter was something else. I really do need to go to warehouse project, and also Sankeys!
I see you like sub focus, city and colour and "Wondering what It'd be like to be Na'vi and live on Pandora"...marry me? haha
Do you like dubstep? my house mate is very into it, and as such I am more into it lately!