Bah. This week has been really frustrating for me. I work about an hour a week. This is going to go on until June 10 at least (cause that's how far the schedule is out). On the upside, I won't have any trouble getting time off that I need for my wisdom teeth and all that, but on the downside.. everyone is quickly running out of money. But one of my managers said we'll have studies coming in on the 10th, so then there will at least be a few hours for people...
So since I'm not working, I have a lot of time to myself. And as much as I like living alone, after about 12 hours of it, 4 days in a row, it gets kinda sucky. I've still been seeing my friends here and there, but 2 or 3 hours out with friends doesn't compare to the 3-days-in-a-row I was spending with Davin, or working 8 hour days. It's a dent in the boredom and mild loneliness, but not enough to really make a difference, you know? And Davin's got that wedding coming up, so I probably won't see him until it on Sunday (which reminds me, I should ask him what time it is...) and then there will be other smatters of stuff until everyone goes home/the couple goes on their honeymoon on Tuesday. So in general I'm being a whiny bitch cause I'm bored all day and want to hang out with my boyfriend but he has once-in-a-great-while-slash-lifetime stuff to do and I understand that seeing his friend from Germany who he sees every 5 years takes a little precedence over seeing me, who lives 15 blocks away. But I have this silly thing that when I KNOW and UNDERSTAND certain things, I still end up FEELING like crap. Which sucks and is mind-boggling, but the heart and mind don't necessarily work in tandem.
Other than that... been playing morrowind again. Yay. Almost done with suikoden 2. Well, not really, I've probably got a good 10 hours left but when I play 6 hours a day... yeah. Blowing through books like crazy, so I think I'm gonna hit up the library and some summer reading lists. And I really need to work on my kanji for the fall.
Well, I've got a bar crawl to head to tonight. Part of me really hopes that I run into the bachelor party (which is going out tonight) but I'll try not to get my hopes up too high. I'm not quite sure what girlfriend-running-into-bachelor-party etiquette is, anyway. Am I allowed to go up and say hi? Or is any and all female contact not allowed? Hmm. On a side note, I get to meet The Mom this weekend as well. Not like it's a huge deal, as Davin has already met my entire immediate family and my mom's parents, so...
No biggie. Plus, I'm a little worried cause the last birthday bar crawl I went on, I only intended on having one drink. But then we went to Sandy's, where we bought pitchers of elk creek water, which is (to my knowledge) everclear and orange juice. We are starting tonight at Sandy's. 
And then after that, we went to other bars where I didn't buy anything (I intentionally only brought enough money to buy for me and the birthday boy) and un?fortunately, being a cute girl without a drink in her hand.. I got free drinks. Of course, my friend ended up so wasted he couldn't even stand, so we were kicked out of the bar around 12:15 or 12:30 and had to pretty much hold him up to help him stumble to his car. (No, he was definitely not driving.) We had to stop for him to vomit a few times along the way. It was great. I had to call Davin to take me home because I was far too drunk to drive. But that's not gonna work tonight, so I really need to watch myself. Even though I'm sure I will get delicious rums and cokes pressed into my hot little hands. At least I only live 5 minutes away now instead of 20.
Well, here goes nothin.
So since I'm not working, I have a lot of time to myself. And as much as I like living alone, after about 12 hours of it, 4 days in a row, it gets kinda sucky. I've still been seeing my friends here and there, but 2 or 3 hours out with friends doesn't compare to the 3-days-in-a-row I was spending with Davin, or working 8 hour days. It's a dent in the boredom and mild loneliness, but not enough to really make a difference, you know? And Davin's got that wedding coming up, so I probably won't see him until it on Sunday (which reminds me, I should ask him what time it is...) and then there will be other smatters of stuff until everyone goes home/the couple goes on their honeymoon on Tuesday. So in general I'm being a whiny bitch cause I'm bored all day and want to hang out with my boyfriend but he has once-in-a-great-while-slash-lifetime stuff to do and I understand that seeing his friend from Germany who he sees every 5 years takes a little precedence over seeing me, who lives 15 blocks away. But I have this silly thing that when I KNOW and UNDERSTAND certain things, I still end up FEELING like crap. Which sucks and is mind-boggling, but the heart and mind don't necessarily work in tandem.
Other than that... been playing morrowind again. Yay. Almost done with suikoden 2. Well, not really, I've probably got a good 10 hours left but when I play 6 hours a day... yeah. Blowing through books like crazy, so I think I'm gonna hit up the library and some summer reading lists. And I really need to work on my kanji for the fall.
Well, I've got a bar crawl to head to tonight. Part of me really hopes that I run into the bachelor party (which is going out tonight) but I'll try not to get my hopes up too high. I'm not quite sure what girlfriend-running-into-bachelor-party etiquette is, anyway. Am I allowed to go up and say hi? Or is any and all female contact not allowed? Hmm. On a side note, I get to meet The Mom this weekend as well. Not like it's a huge deal, as Davin has already met my entire immediate family and my mom's parents, so...
No biggie. Plus, I'm a little worried cause the last birthday bar crawl I went on, I only intended on having one drink. But then we went to Sandy's, where we bought pitchers of elk creek water, which is (to my knowledge) everclear and orange juice. We are starting tonight at Sandy's. And then after that, we went to other bars where I didn't buy anything (I intentionally only brought enough money to buy for me and the birthday boy) and un?fortunately, being a cute girl without a drink in her hand.. I got free drinks. Of course, my friend ended up so wasted he couldn't even stand, so we were kicked out of the bar around 12:15 or 12:30 and had to pretty much hold him up to help him stumble to his car. (No, he was definitely not driving.) We had to stop for him to vomit a few times along the way. It was great. I had to call Davin to take me home because I was far too drunk to drive. But that's not gonna work tonight, so I really need to watch myself. Even though I'm sure I will get delicious rums and cokes pressed into my hot little hands. At least I only live 5 minutes away now instead of 20.
Well, here goes nothin.
rockoval:
I know how you'll feel. Half the time I'm just bored out of my mind, and hoping I can find someone to hang out with. Of course, the other half of the time I'm running around like a chicken with it's head cut off trying to get everything done.