I don't have any locations shoot at, nor do I have a photographer, I think it's time to give up this dream of being a famous pretty naked girl. I've wanted it for so long, this site says I've been a Hopeful for over 7 years. With this body, why have I been just a Hopeful this whole time? I'm 28 years old, no children, live on my own, and have a total of 3 friends, none of which do I see in person more than once every few weeks. Have I become so introverted that I can't function in everyday society anymore? Has the anxiety and the depression gotten to me that much? I think the final straw was this offer I received recently. I couldn't take it because I will be out of town for my family reunion that I've missed the past few years. I woud have had access to 2 photographers and a loft to shoot in. -sigh- I had to say no and it breaks my heart. .I had the chance and couldn't take it.
I think I'll go cry now, giving up dreams is emotional business.
Alyss
