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MP3: Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - "Do You Love Me?"

I don't really sleep anymore. I used to fall asleep as soon as I laid my head on my pillow, but not so much anymore. For some reason, lately, when I go to bed, I don't fall asleep, and instead I mentally trace the footprint around the house I grew up in until I have to get out of bed and go for a walk or something. I haven't been in that house in over thirteen years, but I go over every inch of it in my head. Like, "this was the coat closet, this is the spot where we kept the trashbags," etc. It's totally bizarre, and it's such a dumb thing to torture myself with.

MP3: RZA - "We Pop"

It's very much to the point that I wish I could be like Dae-su Oh and convienently forget about everything I don't want to remember, just so I can get some sleep.

I'm not so much into memories anyway, so I wouldn't miss anything. I'm much more interested in the present, which is probably one of my positive personality traits, so I'm just goint to go with it..

MP3: Nina Simone - "Rich Girl"

^^Yes, that is Nina Simone doing a Hall & Oates cover.