I felt amazing. By the time I went to bed, my bad tooth was hurting. Like actual tooth pain hurt.
Since then I have been trying to figure something out with my insurance. Its not easy when I don't have a cellphone and my dad is at work.... AND its blizzarding outside. I had to lay back next to Bryz for a few minutes and just let myself be upset. I overdid it and started crying because I'm afraid the dental work will be so much and take up so much time with healing that getting a job will have to wait, and that ALWAYS causes a problem with my dad. I hope he understands. I don't think dental surgery is an excuse.....
I guess I just kinda needed to get that out. I don't handle constant pain very well. I have little rice bags to heat that kinda help. Bryzly is enjoying the snow. Sometimes she acts like she's never seen snow before, she just leaps and leaps through it. Once this morning, she put her snout forward and just drilled through the snow. It warmed my heart. Fourth day in a row I've had a hard boiled egg with breakfast, and today it FINALLY peeled mostly right. Normally I just brutally mutilate my egg. It does feel nice to just lay in bed in my jammies knowing the snow has blanketed everything outside. Just some little happy things.
I'm just rambling now. Boo on that. I think I'm gonna hop in the shower and then just play Assassin's Creed all day. Hopefully it helps to just relax and let myself be happy knowing that right now, I can't do anything about it at this moment. But if one of you wants to bring me some starbucks or some hot soup...... that would be cool. 
Last night:
xoxox Aly 
