A much happier blog for y'all along with a mini photo dump.
After a few days of job and apatment hunting, along with a side of doubt in my self, things are looking up. My mom, a financial aid wizard, reassured Reekie and I that we can get help for Reekie's school loans if we're living on our own with low paying jobs. I was so scared that I'd have to move out on my own and lose Reekie because of her debt. My mom is pushing me to move ANYWHERE I can. We had a long talk about how Arizona has so many living options that I can afford that I can get to easily, but how jobs in Reekie's field are few and far between really.
My point is that life and the universe seem to be pointing to Arizona. All of the signs say go there, be there, learn and grow, and accept it. I'm not a very spiritual person but I do believe that signs exist for a reason. Opportunities presented themselves in such an amazing moment and I can't ignore them.
I will make this work. I'm nervous and excited but determined to move on to a new chapter. Now if only two people in my life would be nicer about it and less judgemental. Oh well. I just hope I don't need their help to move. My mom said she'd help me get a bed though!
Other than trying to move out asap and get out of this toxic, emotionally abusive environment..... Reekie and I have been watching a lot of Doctor Who, drinking wine and tequila, watching bad movies and just relaxing. We've been to a few breweries. Saw twenty|one|pilots a few weeks ago. Just relaxing and enjoying the comfort we find in each other when the bad days find us. Sadly, we're missing the Rapid City game tonight but hope to see them on the 10th. Probably the last hockey game we'll see here in Denver if we visit Arizona.
Photo Dump Time
After a few days of job and apatment hunting, along with a side of doubt in my self, things are looking up. My mom, a financial aid wizard, reassured Reekie and I that we can get help for Reekie's school loans if we're living on our own with low paying jobs. I was so scared that I'd have to move out on my own and lose Reekie because of her debt. My mom is pushing me to move ANYWHERE I can. We had a long talk about how Arizona has so many living options that I can afford that I can get to easily, but how jobs in Reekie's field are few and far between really.
My point is that life and the universe seem to be pointing to Arizona. All of the signs say go there, be there, learn and grow, and accept it. I'm not a very spiritual person but I do believe that signs exist for a reason. Opportunities presented themselves in such an amazing moment and I can't ignore them.
I will make this work. I'm nervous and excited but determined to move on to a new chapter. Now if only two people in my life would be nicer about it and less judgemental. Oh well. I just hope I don't need their help to move. My mom said she'd help me get a bed though!
Other than trying to move out asap and get out of this toxic, emotionally abusive environment..... Reekie and I have been watching a lot of Doctor Who, drinking wine and tequila, watching bad movies and just relaxing. We've been to a few breweries. Saw twenty|one|pilots a few weeks ago. Just relaxing and enjoying the comfort we find in each other when the bad days find us. Sadly, we're missing the Rapid City game tonight but hope to see them on the 10th. Probably the last hockey game we'll see here in Denver if we visit Arizona.
Photo Dump Time
Time for dinner and more hunting online. I'm so thankful that y'all are crossing your fingers for me and understand what moving out means. I can feel your positive vibes and it means so much!
I love you all and I promise to be more active when I can. I miss you guys so much.
xoxox Aly
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littlejohn22:
Nice growler, fingers are crossed.
buickboy78:
I just got back on here mainly because of you and your beautifullness. Any sets coming up