alyeska

Huskers lost. =[
Not a big deal for me though. But I was really looking for a win, seeing as my afternoon was kinda crappy.

But my morning was AMAZING.
I was up early, before my alarm. I've been waking up nice and early for a week now. I hope to keep this habit.
I finished an entire lesson of Latin, and that means I'm done with Unit 2. Half way done with the first disc!
Bryzly and I walked over a mile. The trip got us all the way to a little garden type whole foods store thing. Turns out there's a farmers market type even there on fridays. We also found a FIELD of gophers and gopher holes. They saw Bryz and just squeaked and squealed. We chased them between holes and had some goofy fun. Bryz got to play in the creek as well. She loved it. And I'm finally working out again. My cardio has improved in less than a week!

If only I didn't give in to a moment of weakness and start crying over someone....
I let myself forget that I'm happy, I'm doing well, I'm losing weight, I'm working hard at becoming the best version of myself that I can possibly be, and I am STRONG. But instead I let myself get heartbroken over my situation, I let myself miss them, I let myself get jealous, I failed myself.

I am better. I will overcome the situation, no matter what country or state I'm in by the end of the year. I will be a strong woman again. I will be healthy and happy, and Bryzly and I will have a magical life. I can only hope that happy, positive, loving people want us around.

I am strong and happy and amazing, and I am SO DAMN SEXY.
I just hope that my hard work pays off sooner than later.

I need Denver friends. I am DYING to go shopping. Or out drinking. Or walking in the park. Anything.

I may not get out as much as you. People may not ask me to join them at starbucks. I may not leave the apartment for three days. But I am still amazing and wonderful and everything I want to be.

Aly