alwyn

maybe he is out there living "free" maybe he just got a divorce from the family.

especially his retarded brother who he even made believe he might be a dad, when it was his. guess i can't blame him life is for intelligent people.

And I can be as dumb and shitty as the things I hate

The world will always be unrepentant, unforgiving, and uncaring. Humanity 3, world 0. That's my biennial attempt at optimism right there.

For me, not giving a shit has been a supremely liberating experience.

How come everything that's so crazy feel so sane?

Sanity is not as easy to define as doctors like to believe, @alwyn. Indeed, "Sane" and "Insane" are just labels like "dark" and "light." If a doctor observes symptoms of "darkness" in you, he/she might diagnose you with "Darkness Disorder" without being aware that you are a light being who happens to understand the darkness.