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my husband's knees are shot, so he needs to find a new line of work. he's qualified for nothing except what he's doing now, which is what damaged his knees, so he's going back to school.
we can't afford school and anything else, so when his parents move into town in 2 months, we're moving in with them. the house they bought is on the other end of the city so i don't think i can go back to my job when my mat leave is up due to busses.
my sister lives with us now and must find a new living situation, which is unfair to her, and of course now is the time her boyfriend has decided to be a comitmentphobe. so i'm pretty sure she's upset at me, i know she's upset at him, and she's stressed.
emma, our dog, belongs to my sister, but she works too often to care for her, so emma's practicaly mine. but no one seems to want to let me keep her when we move. the popular plan is to have her live with my parents, but my parents don't want her. on top of that, she's 10 years old, and has abandonment issues.
on top of that, my husband's company is trying to either lay him off, or reduce his hours to the point that he'd be making more money were he unemployed and collecting insurance (of course he doesn't want to work there anyway, but when you have a family, you can't leave your job until you have something else lined up).
i'm so stressed, but i feel if i express any of this, he'll think i'm not supporting him
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and i was supposed to be promoted when i went back to work ...