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I have one thing to say tonight....

Drumboi is FAWKING HOT!

So who wants to hear something hilariously funny?

Luke: fine. they can all have you. they can have the nastiest suicide girl both inside and out. and i hope one day u can wake up from your fantasy world. fuck you

Akara Ravenlock: I was wondering when that was going to come out -claps- Bravo luke you told me -quakes in her boots- i was...
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Ok so i'm in a poetry mood tonight and feel like posting some of the things i've written.
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Deep, dark secret thoughts,
hidden from the world
Sitting in a darkened corner alone
Tears streaking down my face
Watching the world pass me by
Panic reflected in my eyes
Filling my heart and soul
The constant paralizing fear of being alone
What can I do...
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Ok new pic added to webcam folder. Heh I know you'll just love it.

Chester Bennington of Linkin Park - System Lyrics



You fell away,
What more can I say?
The feelings evolved,
I won't let it out,
I can't replace...
Your screaming face,
Feeling the sickness inside

Why won't you die?
Your blood in mine
We'll be fine
Then your body will be mine

So many words
Can't describe my face
This feeling's evolved
So soon to break...
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Jay Gordon of Orgy - Slept So Long Lyrics



Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
Hoping
And hating
Things that I can't bear

Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
Well did you?

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise(surprise)
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes...
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New webcam pics added

Ok so it's official, Luke and I will NOT be getting back together.



So how much do you guys want me now? LOL

Ok well I must say that X boyfriends utterly suck. Mine just basically told me how miserable he was and that made me feel like such a horrible person. He said that it wasn't all because of me but I don't know what to think. -sighs- Well anyways how was everyone elses day?

Ok Apparently everyone does wanna see boobies tonight. Uhm, add meh yahoo to see? LOL

Man, does everyone have an obsession with my boobs tonight? Lol!

Ok it's time to share about my weekend. I needed out of the house badly so Laura (NextTuesday on here) invited me to go with her to her company party. It was fun and the people were awesome. Then there was karaoke afterwards. Needless to say I got to finally act like my silly self and I haven't been able to do that in a...
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