Sunday Oct 21, 2007

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well that totally blows! life just kicked me hard in the balls once again. that great lady and i spent a awesome night together last night and this morning. we fooled around last night and made love this morning. now she dont want to talk to me or have anything to do with me...fuck now i feel like a damn monster or a leaper. what the fuck is wrong with me?

i was so happy today, now im in a deeper funk than i was less than 24 hours ago.


i hate this


i hate feeling like this


god i need a drink bad frown
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tatertots:
don't jump to conclusions just yet! maybe she needs a second to think about things! If she's doesn't communicate with you in some way shape or form soon, then I'd prob. move on.But just go with the flow for right now!!! keep your head up!!! smile
chomper:
I'm sorry hun Has she told you straight she doesn't want to speak to you again? Maybe your just thinking the worst and jumping to conclusions Why don't you give her a call or go see her It might not be what your thinking hun

Think positive and wait and see what happens Try not to drink hun It could make things worse You know where i am if you want to talk *hugs* kiss kiss kiss

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