New blog time. Im feeling a bit hmm not sure what the word is so here we go. sorry in advance of the rambling but ill spoilier it so you dont have to read the whole thing
note there will be a few things in this that MAY upset you or disgust you. These are only MY thoughts on this and what has happened in the world and i want to see what others feel about these things too))
SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Time. it seems that lately that the one topic i seem to keep coming back to in my mind. Time. when we are teens ((i dont remember too much of my pre-teen years)) it seems that we had all the time in the world to do everything and to have fun. in the 20's same attitude only thing diffrent is we got to the more adult and legal things ie drinking, bar hopping. in the 30's i think is when we start to realize that damn! our lifes are getting shorter and we start to look behind us to see what we have accomplished. the 40's, 50,and 60, is when we try to catch up with our dreams and try to put most of our lifes back into order. beyond the 70's is when we look back and see and hopefully think possitivily on our lives. wow that was heavy. even for me. and now i lost my damn train of though on this one..okie next subject:
okie the first touchie subject:
It is about child abuse. be warned!
City man gets prison sentence in child abuse case
Sep, 26 2007 - 2:10 PM
City man gets prison sentence in child abuse case
Sep, 26 2007 - 2:10 PM
EDMONTON/630 CHED - 26-year-old Darcy Bannert didn't say a word ... Justice Darlene Acton did all the talking.
For nearly an hour, Acton explained in detail as to why she was giving Bannert a prison sentence of eight-years. She found the man guilty of more than half a dozen charges, including unlawful confinement and sexual interference.
Bannert's sentence was cut back to five-years and eight-months, after the judge took into consideration the time he had put in at the Remand Center.
The allegation was that Bannert sexually and physically abused his 4-year-old step-daughter.
The judge said there was no evidence of physical injuries, but emotional trauma was a different story.
Earlier this year, the child's 22-year-old mother was given house arrest for her part in the abuse.
Her child has been taken away permanently. At last word, she was in foster care. (bc, ccg)
kk i dont know about you all but boy does this piss me off royally!! i personally think this son of a bitch should be tarred with extremely hot tar, then a couple of days later castrated, then maybe someone should take a broomhandle and shove it up his ass repeatedly for like 2 years then hung!!!!!!! there is no and i mean no excuse for this in our world or society! enuff said
its going to be my bday tommorrow. ugh. but i have taken the last few days to think about my life so far and these are the points i have come up with, in no particular order:
1. it seems that i have lived my life to its fullest in my younger years. it seems i was doing alot of fun things and such and had a blast growing up
2. things started to slow down for me when i left the military in 96 and lived on the streets for 2 years. after that yes, i have gotten off my fat ass and got a great career now ((medical)) and i love it and such but it seems that my life has slowed right down and i dont get too excited about much anymore.
3. i feel like im in a rut in my life. i look around and see beautiful women all over the place and here in sg *both members, hopefuls, and acutal sg's* and i wonder some time if im just not made for this world. i mean the ladies here on this site are great in cheering me up with cute and sweet comments **some which i just have a a real hard time beleiving!** and i appreciate it greatly and such, but i guess after years of mental abuse **in jr high school and high school and the military years** i just cant seem to climb that wall and get my self esteem out of the depths of hell and cheer up enough or have the confidence enough to acutally get a girlfriend. it also does not help when one is a BCB or as i have been told alot lately in emails and such a BBoF ((incase you dont know what that is its Big Blob of Fat)) i so look forward to logging into this site **i do that about 4 to 8 times a day!!** just to see if there are comments or emails from people here. and i love to be able to admire such beautiful women. if it was not for this site i dont think i would really be able to see such beauty.
4. okie thats enough for now. there are more of the nasty things for me to want to talk about but ill see how this goes first.
for all my friends here in sg i wish you all the best in life, and to let each and everyone of you know you have my eternal gratitude and thanks for choosing me to be your friend. i am going to sit down here and email each of you a private message. i do promise to do that !
until we meet again
AltaTB
HAPPY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!
mmmmmmmmuah
There is just so much to say about this blog The time thing is scary I remember when i was a kid i didn't know what to do with myself i would sit around bored wishing for the time to pass now i just wish it would stand still for a little while and let me catch up with everything i can't beleive where the time is going if only i could go back 20 years i would have made so much more of the short precious time that we have but it's too late for that so i guess i'm just gonna have to do it now
The child abuse just disgusts me I'm with you there is just no need for this to be happening whatsoever there is no excuse I won't write too much cos it makes me angry
And lastly You will get a girlfriend i promise and every word i am saying to you is what i genuinley beleive I wouldn't say it otherwise Anyone that calls you a BBoF is a wanker and not worthy of your time There will always be idiots like this please try your very best to ignore them I know it's hard but it's so untrue listen to the people who love you You are such a lovley guy that is the most important thing You've just got to keep on being yourself and a girlfriend will come along when the time is right Please don't go changing for anyone except yourself Your the most important person
I'm so sorry i missed your birthday hun but i'm sending you a massive birthday hug and a kiss