altamedic

i wanted to write this amazing blog, but as i sit here, looking out my window, all the great thoughts dissappear and my mind becomes blank.

The view i have right now





its day 3 of my days off and i still feel really lost. i dont know what to do with my time. im too scared to go out and meet people. (i am in real life here very antisocial) im tired of whats on tv, im tired of my movies, im tried of playing evequest 2. the only thing i look forward to right now is checking out suicide girls and seeing what all my friends write.

Yesterday, well acutally last night, i got into one hell of a fight with THE BRICK. ok, heres the story. i ordered and payed for a queen bed and boxspring, and a mattress cover from them. i also go for free a digital camera and dvd player. i payed for all this on the 14th of november. it was suppose to be delivered to my home on the 18th. simple eh?
kk so i called them on the 23 and asked where my stuff was? it never was delivered and yes there were people here at the house to recieve it. the lady said she would call be back in an hour and let me know what was going on. okie no biggie. jump to the 24th stil heard nothing. called them again talked to another lady, she said she would get to the bottom of this for me and call me back. the 25th i decided to go down there and do face to face. the lady behind the counter (who was pretty damn cute) was nice. she took my info down and i told here i wanted to cancel the order and get my refund. she siad they had to confirm where the stuff was before they could give me my money back (incase i was lying and got the stuff and such). i said i would wait there till they were done..2 hours later she came back to me and told me that they found 2 of the 4 items. they THINK that the other 2 are in the wearhouse in edmonton. but since it closed at 5pm (its about 630pm now) we would have to wait till monday to confirm it. Now im a very patient guy but this is fucking stupid!!! its like im being punished for shopping there. i can promise you i will NEVER shop there again.

okie now what else is there to talk about. im trying to write a poem but i just cant seem to wrap my mind around it.

as i stand on the side of the mountian looking over the valley
i can hear the cry for the men to rally
i can hear the stomping of their boots
i remember back when i was a recruit
i see the ghost marching past
getting ready to kick some ass
a feeling of pride fills my chest
then i remember they are laying in eternal rest
the ultimate price they have paid
just so i can have my say
rest well you brave warriors
those are your final orders
one day i will rest with you
and hear all the great tales of battles from you



not to good but i have to tweak it more but its what i have right now

so thining of doing a nonnude set and posting here just for friends. just have to get the neerve to do it. anyway hope your day goes good and i cant wait to talk to you all later!!!

Warm wishes and hugs from the great white north