Well we are into november now. the air is crisper, the days of light shorter. its alot cooler in the morning as i bike to work. people around here seem to have shorter tempers and new attitudes that are not good.
I met a girl last week. she walked into my office to work for us out in the oilfield and i felt my heart stop for a min. then start beating so rapidly i thought it would burst out of my chest. this girl looked exactly like a girl that has haunted my dreams for years and years. i am sure i have drempt about her for at least the last 15 years. She and i seem to get along talking and joking. but i dont think it will ever go farther than that. she has 2 kids *which dont bother me at all, infact i have had the honor of meeting them and they are great kids!* but she told me she would never marry again. she also has told me that there are lke 3 guys that she sleeps with regularly. i would not mind being with her but after being celibate for the last 15 years of my life, diseases are huge on my mind.
She jokingly suggested using a esort, but even that makes me feel uneasy.
oh well i guess ill be celibate and alone the rest of my life. better get use to it.
until next time..
Alta
I met a girl last week. she walked into my office to work for us out in the oilfield and i felt my heart stop for a min. then start beating so rapidly i thought it would burst out of my chest. this girl looked exactly like a girl that has haunted my dreams for years and years. i am sure i have drempt about her for at least the last 15 years. She and i seem to get along talking and joking. but i dont think it will ever go farther than that. she has 2 kids *which dont bother me at all, infact i have had the honor of meeting them and they are great kids!* but she told me she would never marry again. she also has told me that there are lke 3 guys that she sleeps with regularly. i would not mind being with her but after being celibate for the last 15 years of my life, diseases are huge on my mind.
She jokingly suggested using a esort, but even that makes me feel uneasy.
oh well i guess ill be celibate and alone the rest of my life. better get use to it.
until next time..
Alta
And I'm not sure of your situation, but if you're looking for someone, don't give up.
(Though it seems the people we need always tend to appear when we aren't looking at that exact time, or when we are about to give up...)