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Thank you to whoever voted bull moose. I wish the election would have turned out differently...

I'm about to get my heart broken. I've fallen way too hard for someone who's about to move to Portland...
michellesg:
i'm sorry your heart is going to be broken. I know that feeling to well...

I think we should definately hang out though! it could be fun fun! I'm a pretty cool chick I think smile
gnunat:
Time spends me smile
Sorry boy is leaving. Everyone seems to be moving around the ins and outs of other people's lives. You are/will be moving too. It's part of It. I'm trying to learn movement, too. Like out of this town....out of old minds/habits and ways of learning. It won't be painful for too long.

Anything helping you break this break? Just more music here...sioux city recording sessions. Fleh. At least melting snow is a salient event of our weeks now. Smell the air deeper.
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To all University of Iowa students:

VOTE BULL MOOSE!!!! My roommate, Natalie Wicklund is running for UISG Vice President on the Bull Moose ticket. She TOTALLY deserves the job and is president of Feminist Majority Leadership Alliance and interned for Naral, was very active in Students for Sensible Drug Policy (where I met her), is the student org liason for UISG and is one of...
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marybee:
I go to kirkwood. Can I vote for her?
michellesg:
i wasn't sure who to vote for, but if you say so, I'll vote bull moose smile
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Yuck...I think I'm getting sick again. I've been sick more this year than any other, I think. But I always think that. Because it always sucks being sick.
argon:
I hope you're feeling better by now. Rayna, Michellesg, and Marybee have been hanging out semi-frequently. You should get together with us sometime. smile
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Valentines Day is tomorrow! Which translates into lots of people going out for dinner which=a million dollars for me!

I waited last night on an internet chat group that came together to discuss and share bondage, S and M, and dominance. Most have been a Brown Bottle first. They put up a sheet and refused to let anyone hear their discussion.

When they left, the...
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gnunat:
stank like naughty? silly S & Mer's. did u make good money on monday? it wasn't too much of a bitter day, was it?

G love rocks the house.
gnunat:
ding to drinks tomorrow. where's our destined location?
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I got fantastic news yesterday that actually made me excited to go back to school again.

A professor of mine called me yesterday with a proposal. He knows I'm planning a trip to Europe this summer and called me to let me know of a grant or something we could write in which we would work together to produce a final product and get funding...
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gnunat:
hola smile
gnunat:
ahlo
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Mmmmmmm. I'm sleepy. I received a pretty darn good fake ID on Monday, so it's like I magically turned 21. I've been partying like a rockstar, but unfortunately, I am no rock star. It caught up with me hardcore and I'm calling it an early night.

Had a fantastic time last night. Good friends, good drinks, and music that put everyone in a good mood....
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vicedriver:
haha
i never had a fake
but props to those who do
i guess we could have a drink now sometime
haha
won't that take the fun
our of your real 21st though?

i party like a rockstar all the time
and it hasn't caught up with me
well
not yet
maybe in a few months
hopefully not

take care
kiss
gnunat:
hola chiquita (?....not sure). how was the rest of this night? ease back on the hardcore level of your rockability? missed your call while practicing. did u stay warm in this freezing weather? thinking about maybe the Yacht tomorrow...er- today. hit me with your voice. smile
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Brown Bottle Christmas party kicked my ass last night....

I've spent most of the day reconstructing last evening. Things that stand out:

-Jason throwing a huge fit OVER NOTHING and storming out AGAIN

-Grinding down at Boneheads after hours with at least four other co-workers in a big pile

-Drunken restaurant staff slipping and sliding all over the ice downtown

-Waking up in the morning...
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gnunat:
who said i don't groove on jammers? actually talked to chris earlier...he said it's gonna be small tonight, like an acoustic jam. which is cool...no me importa.
argon:
I found 2 new SG IC ladies today. Horray, our numbers are growing! We seriously should plan a get together this weekend.
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I've retired from dating. I feel like there's no such thing as "dating" in this town. There's no "hey, let's get to know each other better," there's always some agenda. I'm 20 years old. I dated a guy for a week, then had the balls to tell him to his face that I thought he was cool and wanted to be friends but didn't feel...
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argon:
Sorry about weather fucking up your plans. It always manages to do that. Have any alternative plans for the weekend?
xhippykid:
guys suuk and dating suuks. sorry about that one being a prick about it. keep your head up.......
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Oh, yikes.

So I started things up with the ex just as my social life started happening again...uh oh. So I'm seeing other people, and I'm not willing to stop seeing other people, and he's not willing to see me if I'm seeing other people (even though we made it clear when things started that we weren't going for a relationship and I told him...
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argon:
I e-mailed my number to you...
gnunat:
yo homes, que pasa? how's being a truthful asshole going? i've found being an asshole sooner will give you more time to not worry about the same stupid shit ('this isn't going well, but i don't want to hurt him[her]') later. time for you and the rest of the world's possibilities.

and lonliness is a bitch.....but it's the only bitch that we have to live with.....that whole lack of social consciousness or cognition keeps us to ourselves....so don't let the inside be buried by others' perceptions/suppositions.

....not to be suggestive or anything smile
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So I got four of my five projected grades back...two A's and two B+s. Not quite sure how I fucking pulled it out, considering I put about 30% of myself into school all semester. I'm hoping my last grade is an A- instead of a B+ (the two possibilities, it's on the border). That would make me feel a little better about getting a fucking...
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gnunat:
bonjour from sioux shitty...
how goes the wintery extended weekend? haul any nice booty this year's present-swap? just returned from the festive adventure a la casa de mi madre in Illinois. i've gotta record this week, but i may be back for the new year debauchery. anything exciting afoot?
gnunat:
oh yeah, i probably stopped working right before Jason...in October of '02....man, both Brooke and Nick still there...wow. that place does suck ya in.....though, its workers are close-knit.
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So this must be the sickest I've ever been, though I've done more now than every before. I've never been so sick that I was delirious...and no, no hallucinations...just lucid dreams that I couldn't wake up from, so when I did wake up I couldn't tell what was real and what wasn't, what actually happened and what was just a dream. It was fucking terrible...I...
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vicedriver:
come hang out with me!!!
wink

congrats on the semester being over
a relief i'm sure

get better!!
smile kiss
gnunat:
yo...enjoying the temporary lapse in academic responsibility? and the general chillin'? sick december days aren't all that bad when spent resting the mind (or killing it away with friends).

gotta love anxious existential attacks.

might try to find something cool to do tomorrow....
i'll tag ya if i do.
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Oh my god.

I was just completely delerious and it scared the hell out of me.

I have got to start getting better.
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xhippykid:
I just came across your profile and thought we had some stuff in common. I'm a big jamband fan, not many on this site. Hit me up anytime....peace
gnunat:
delerious, eh? see any cool hallucinations? like papers coming alive? "No More paper cuts, FEmiNisM!!!! ahhh!!"
or maybe bagged people...
yay