alreadytaken

i am really beginning to miss certain people. and not wanting to see others. i wish my lifes dreams didn't take relying other people to fulfill them... or even get them off the ground.

i feel stagnant and wasteful. i go to work and spend money and rarely do shit I want to be doing.

BLAH!!!

but I am feeling better. my throat hurt for like 2 weeks straight.

i am sad I missed the Bronx show in LB, and sad I didn't get to see Paul there also.

i work til 3 am tonite and am NOT looking forward to it. especially since tomorrow is my 'day off' and i will spend most of it sleeping! woohoo! at least I have a job.

i miss my ex.