I am sick.
holy shit.
I was napping today after work and would just wake up coughing ... but I don't have a cough. if that makes sense...
then I'd wake up and I had a fever and my eyes would be heavily watering.
I have shows to play this weekend.
this sucks.
I used to ALWAYS get sick before every show we played about a year ago. I don't know if it was nerves or what. now I think its because I don't sleep but 3 hours a night then nap for 2 or 3 during the day and work at 4 in the fucking morning. all the while stressing about my job. fuck being a supervisor. definitely not worth it.
I guess at least its not salary though.
enough ranting.
I need soup and water and gatorade and vitamins.
bye
holy shit.
I was napping today after work and would just wake up coughing ... but I don't have a cough. if that makes sense...
then I'd wake up and I had a fever and my eyes would be heavily watering.

I have shows to play this weekend.
this sucks.
I used to ALWAYS get sick before every show we played about a year ago. I don't know if it was nerves or what. now I think its because I don't sleep but 3 hours a night then nap for 2 or 3 during the day and work at 4 in the fucking morning. all the while stressing about my job. fuck being a supervisor. definitely not worth it.
I guess at least its not salary though.
enough ranting.
I need soup and water and gatorade and vitamins.
bye