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I've got some medical issues I'm not positive about yet and the internet has helped me have anxiety about them, great! I can't wait to go to the doctor on Tuesday to truly figure out what this is..

I've decided that I am trying my hardest to get in the best physical and mental shape I can so I can try my hand at getting...
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lyamoon:
good luck ! kiss kiss !!!
eirenne:
I hope you get a chance at your dream job! A truly admirable life decision. I've always had a thing for firefighters. But if not, you'll have the opportunity for growth and exploration in other areas. Like you said, the world has so much to offer :)
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Living on an island and trying to relocate is such a hard thing to do

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No worse feeling than when you want to blindfold and tie someone up; tease, spank, choke and bite but, there's no one there for you to do it to.

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eirenne:
I know how you feel. I've been craving the same and my current boy toy isn't really into it... it's been way too long 
alreadyauser:
@eirenne well if you ever decide to relocate and it happens to be here, I'll gladly help you out any way I can :)
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I know she took time to think about us. I know that she said she's young, needs time to herself, has to do some soul searching and self growth; she made the right decision currently but, she said that she knows we would have worked at a later time in life. That she still wants me in her life and wants to do all the...
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kacigoff:
The universe gives you things when you're ready. Timing is everything. Just let it be and if it's real and meant it will happen. But try expressing yourself one last time and if shes really not ready then just have her as someone in your life 
alreadyauser:
Thanks @kacigoff your input means a lot. I will definitely express myself once more soon. I like your outlook on the universe, it's refreshing. It'll be ok if she doesn't want what I want. Maybe in time she will. Even though I do have strong feelings for her, I'm sure there is someone out there that would love to have me feel this way about them but, I now know I am in no rush to find that. I'm gonna let the universe work it's magic because I'm not going anywhere and I'll only be more sure and confident in myself as time passes.
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I'm at work and all I can think about is getting laid. I need to find someone to fuck and fuck them hard. Looks like I'll be going out to a bar after work..

kacigoff:
Current mood 
alreadyauser:
Well, my plan never worked. It's too bad you weren't at that bar. You and I could have had a very good time together @kacigoff ; )
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Everything went the way I had expected it to go tonight. We are no longer going to give us a go. She had explained to me that being with herself is what she needs right now. She needs to figure out where she wants to go in life, what she wants to do, who she wants to be with, she needs her and her puppy,...
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I started seeing her at the beginning of 2015. We hit it off so well, a bunch of stuff in common, the sex is fantastic, all smiles all the time from the both of us. fast forward to the first day of spring, I take her to watch the sunrise/solar eclipse. As luck would have it, we are the only place in North America that...
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alreadyauser:
@lyamoon Thank you for that. I makes me happy to know that you can see that and have an appreciation for it. To take the time to read an anonymous persons feelings makes me feel fantastic.
lyamoon:
I m glad If I could make you feel better... 😊
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I live with my parents still. I'm lucky because I have any responsibilities involving keeping a roof over my head which I realize is quite the privilege. I drove them both to the airport today; they are headed to Dominican Republic for a week. So my afternoon consisted of taking my dog for a walk, napping on the couch and going out for a hike...
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It's my 25th birthday today! I feel so lucky to be surrounded by the people I am and being in the head space I'm in. It's such a privilege to grow old and I'm excited to see what this year brings my way!

babal:
Happy Birthday :)
radical:
happy bday ! xoxo
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I write this as I sit in the first airport of three I will visit today.

I travelled across my country this past Friday to chase a job opportunity I could not pass up. The job is for a forest firefighter position, which is a dream of mine.

When I arrived in town I decided that right away was my only chance to get a...
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Since I'm going to be travelling to Edmonton in the new year for a physical test for the firefighting job I applied to, I've decided to book an appointment to float in a sensory deprivation tank! I've researched this a lot and have been really interested in trying it so, I see no better time to try it. I've got the appointment booked a day...
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soraleia:
Wow! Sounds crazy, you'll have to share your experience later. Good look on your physical test!