more dreams about ufos and astral struggle. Ive been pulling grapes off the vine prematurely in my backyard for he last 5 hours, and still have a long way to go. My father wants it done, but I feel ridiculous, Im probably harming the plant. I need to make it up to it, by replanting little parts of it, to make it flourish even more...
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Looks like there will be a delay till I go off to school. Thats fine with me though, cause Im busy, and need time to heal and regroup myself. Some girl stuffed a quarter of schwag in my pocket in front of an indian restaurant, said she thought it was mine. I didnt want it and gave it away, but wish things like that happened...
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echo:
I like your site too. you said it bro.
alpha:
thank you, I put that picture up, but Ir eally should be putting the rest of my site up, cause there are lots of flyers passed out already that have alhim.com listed as what is supposed to keep them updated on info, and I keep procrastinating. Oh, and tribex? Ill have to look into that, its not bad for you is it? Im constantly working out at the gym and lifting weights\, I just started a few weeks ago,a nd Im trying to bulk up some, cause I need it. I just need to feel more grounded and solid, and not so spacey (good luck)
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dispirited mood has arisen from an actual loss of spirit. In many cultures, this 'spirit loss' occurs when one speaks of the sacred in a non-receptive environment. I had lots of fun conversations with you people, but I gotta go. later.
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alpha:
Rhinebeck, New York
hatefulerin:
good luck! and you will be missed =)
I see a tall being with a luminous body. Her face is very serene. When I ask "Who areyou?" I find myself in a dark tunnel. I am disorientated, but move on. I find in myself the courage to move on though not knowing where I am. Now I see a vast cliff made of crystal or ic. I am shown many layers of crystal...
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I miss intimacy. I go to the parties, to the club, to wherever, and see all kinds of freinds, but I miss intimacy. So many limiting belief systems and tak on personalities. I want people to strip naked and play in the woods with me. I want for a group of freinds both male and female to be able to sit down and unhide everything...
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takora:
i know exactly what you mean, eric. beautifully stated...
I talked to some birds in a wheatfield today. They were really playful and kind. I felt better after talking to them.
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hatefulerin:
eric-- the more i read your comments on the boards and your journal entries, the more i want to be your friend.
alpha:
thank you hatefulerin, for the kind comment. freindship is always welcome. Elise, I went to Chartiers Valley Highschool, I do know alot of people from the Pittsburgh rave scene however, and I know a lot of hippies in the area, so who knows...
think. do things. support existence. feel romantic.
thats it. im putting a picture up whenever i get my hands on that digital camera.
"man" -A biological creation arising out of a frequency modulated code-message, radiated into the genesis of continual creation. A biotransducer processing "thought forms" abd "light signals" for higher intelligence, limited to the "games" if the lower divinities, but given "the gift" of vehicle participation "in freedom of the spirit" through sonship in God. An image of preprogrammed DNA that can be articulated into being through...
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so, it's a good time to pick the grapes, your dad was on to something, but he's totally wrong about your dreds, theyre wickedly better than a lot that i've seen.