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I see a tall being with a luminous body. Her face is very serene. When I ask "Who areyou?" I find myself in a dark tunnel. I am disorientated, but move on. I find in myself the courage to move on though not knowing where I am. Now I see a vast cliff made of crystal or ic. I am shown many layers of crystal and how, step by step, in time, everything must proceed in order. Now, accepting these limits, something with me releases, and I see a splendid golden light where everthing in the world and my whole life is focussed singly within this golden light.

~journal: I rremain silent and humble in service at this time. difficult cicumstances produce "gold" if I remain steadfast and netiher brag nor complain. My self has been "upside down" when identified with the physical body. Its time to turn rights side up. Alchemy is a form of sharing, amalgamating, dissolving and building, creating a new form beyon the sum of its parts.

androgyne, power, clarity, marriage.

I can be both autonomous and fully loving.
~Eric