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I see a slender red being, flame like and demonic. I stare at it while it stands fiery and fierce. I am simultaneously ware of whiteness all around, as if seeing to realities at once. Seddunly I see a large lovely blue and silver goddess. then back to the red demon. Now I see an impassible wall, and I find a tiny golden labrynth behind and through it. I journey on to find a large opaque white ball. I go all around and around it. the ball seem to contain some secret and I have an impulse to break it, but then I realaize I cannot. So I become sogentle and small that I can pass through its shell membrane. Inside is vast space and great peace.