Sometimes I suck. This past week, I've been a suck-ass friend.
I've been having kind of a hard time lately what with:
a) getting all my transfer shit together
b) finding a place to live
c) figuring out what stuff I need to buy for this summer
d) trying to get money for "things" for the HUGE end-of-year party that my school throws each year
e) dealing with changes in my friends schedules which make them less available for general skanking about
f) school shit
g) fiance going back to Germany
h) not being able to sleep past 5 AM most mornings, no matter how late I go to sleep (actually beat this one last weekend by going to bed AFTER 5 AM)
i) dealing with lame-ass shit that people at my school have been saying about religion in general
j) my mom telling me that she needs help, for the first time (eek!)
So, did I choose to deal with these things in a responsible manner, such as making a schedule of things I need to do, being pro-active about hang-out times with my friends, or really any other constructive way? Obviously, the answer is no. Instead, I chose to deal with my stress by taking it out on Absinthe. What are friends for, anyways? I became petty and obnoxious like a child, deciding that I'D been putting all of the work into our friendship and if SHE wanted to hang out with me, she could call me. Well, this might have been ok, but when she TRIED to talk to me, I acted all icey, so she figured that I must be mad at her about something else. I embarassed her in front of mutual friends and acted shitty all around. What a good way of dealing with things...alienating one of the few people who I actually CARE about in the world. suck.
I guess that my point is...
I HEART Absinthe. I'm SORRY, cutie-patootie!
Ok, so, maybe the Penis wasn't completely necessary, but, oh well.
Yeah, we made up and I'm feeling much better about life in general. The rest of this month is going to be one hell of a ride
4/13-4/19= PROSPIE hosting!!!!!!!
4/19=psychedelic bicycle day
4/20=heh-heh...duh
4/21= Nitrogen Day (at my school)
4/22-4/24= Las Vegas!
4/28-5/1= R___ F____ (some of you know what I'm talking about! Hell Yeah!)
5/10 DONE with the school year
Plus, in between now and next wednesday, there's a million parties going on.
Will I survive?...stay tuned
To Be Continued...
I've been having kind of a hard time lately what with:
a) getting all my transfer shit together
b) finding a place to live
c) figuring out what stuff I need to buy for this summer
d) trying to get money for "things" for the HUGE end-of-year party that my school throws each year
e) dealing with changes in my friends schedules which make them less available for general skanking about
f) school shit
g) fiance going back to Germany
h) not being able to sleep past 5 AM most mornings, no matter how late I go to sleep (actually beat this one last weekend by going to bed AFTER 5 AM)
i) dealing with lame-ass shit that people at my school have been saying about religion in general
j) my mom telling me that she needs help, for the first time (eek!)
So, did I choose to deal with these things in a responsible manner, such as making a schedule of things I need to do, being pro-active about hang-out times with my friends, or really any other constructive way? Obviously, the answer is no. Instead, I chose to deal with my stress by taking it out on Absinthe. What are friends for, anyways? I became petty and obnoxious like a child, deciding that I'D been putting all of the work into our friendship and if SHE wanted to hang out with me, she could call me. Well, this might have been ok, but when she TRIED to talk to me, I acted all icey, so she figured that I must be mad at her about something else. I embarassed her in front of mutual friends and acted shitty all around. What a good way of dealing with things...alienating one of the few people who I actually CARE about in the world. suck.
I guess that my point is...
I HEART Absinthe. I'm SORRY, cutie-patootie!
Ok, so, maybe the Penis wasn't completely necessary, but, oh well.
Yeah, we made up and I'm feeling much better about life in general. The rest of this month is going to be one hell of a ride
4/13-4/19= PROSPIE hosting!!!!!!!
4/19=psychedelic bicycle day
4/20=heh-heh...duh
4/21= Nitrogen Day (at my school)
4/22-4/24= Las Vegas!
4/28-5/1= R___ F____ (some of you know what I'm talking about! Hell Yeah!)
5/10 DONE with the school year
Plus, in between now and next wednesday, there's a million parties going on.
Will I survive?...stay tuned
To Be Continued...
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absinthe:
dont poke out my eye, but you can "poke" me with your sick boner anytime you want ! 
shafter_wasco:
i will be in san diego for the summer, pending the job acquisition. hehe, two conversations at once.