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alohajames

Naperville, IL

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Tuesday Nov 24, 2009

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I am a bad person. I am filled with sin and wrong doing. I put on a great show, everyone thinks I'm nice and good.

I am not, I wish I was, but I am not. I need help. Not mental, not physical, but I suppose emotional and spiritual help.

I have too long strayed from that which is good. I am going to stop being who I am and start being who people think I am. I like who people think I am. So much more than how I really am. I'm not sure how I'm going to do it. But I swear to you and anyone who asks that from this day forward I shall become a better person.

If that means I have to start doing other things in order to keep a clean mind and body I will.

Love to all. Hope your holidays are more joyful than mine.

James
amarillo:
no one is inherently bad. sometimes we just go thru phases in which being good is harder and takes more effort.
it'll come back eventually. for now, trying to make decisions that dont hurt those you love is the most important thing.
kiss
Nov 24, 2009
sweetheart:
Hello, thanks for the add try yoga biggrin
Apr 30, 2010

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