I figured it's time for a new post. Really don't have much to say.
Life has been going great for me. Mainly... Work is excellent. Been running up the rungs. Helping out with sales as usual of course but also working a lot more tech and some management too. Always fun.
As for the reason I say mainly is was the 2 anniversary yesterday of when I first asked out Ashley. We're no longer dating but still together in that fuck buddy sort of way. We still love one another and we have no plans to see other people, she just doesn't want the commitment that comes with dating. Kinda sucks. My original plan when I was moving out here was to move, and then propose to her. Unfortunately she broke up with the day before I was going to finalize my lease on my apartment. I still moved out here of course because we still love one another. Just didn't propose of course.
I told her, yesterday, that I was planning on proposing after I moved out here and she got kinda teary eyed. It was in a good way though, which is always a plus. I just don't want to shoot myself in the foot.
On the bright side we spent all day together. Had a lot of fun. Just kind of depressing knowing that we may not ever date again. Don't get me wrong she's the love of my life and I plan on marrying her still, just need to wait for things to cool down in our lives. She's still in college and trying to figure stuff out, so I'm in no rush.
She also tried to get me to tell how I plan on proposing and there's no way I would tell her. I ended up making up a bunch of different fake ways, never telling the real way of course. It was a fun game throughout the day.
Anyways, that ended up being a lot more to say than I figured I guess. Sorry!!!
As always,
James
Life has been going great for me. Mainly... Work is excellent. Been running up the rungs. Helping out with sales as usual of course but also working a lot more tech and some management too. Always fun.
As for the reason I say mainly is was the 2 anniversary yesterday of when I first asked out Ashley. We're no longer dating but still together in that fuck buddy sort of way. We still love one another and we have no plans to see other people, she just doesn't want the commitment that comes with dating. Kinda sucks. My original plan when I was moving out here was to move, and then propose to her. Unfortunately she broke up with the day before I was going to finalize my lease on my apartment. I still moved out here of course because we still love one another. Just didn't propose of course.
I told her, yesterday, that I was planning on proposing after I moved out here and she got kinda teary eyed. It was in a good way though, which is always a plus. I just don't want to shoot myself in the foot.
On the bright side we spent all day together. Had a lot of fun. Just kind of depressing knowing that we may not ever date again. Don't get me wrong she's the love of my life and I plan on marrying her still, just need to wait for things to cool down in our lives. She's still in college and trying to figure stuff out, so I'm in no rush.
She also tried to get me to tell how I plan on proposing and there's no way I would tell her. I ended up making up a bunch of different fake ways, never telling the real way of course. It was a fun game throughout the day.
Anyways, that ended up being a lot more to say than I figured I guess. Sorry!!!
As always,
James
shyla:
to answer your question about the giraffe video, it was soft charcoal, markers, and paint.