it is times like this that i wish i possesed infanite knowledge. things have gottten way to confusing for me to be able to or even want to handle. someone needs to pick p that map and start guiding me or this car may fly right off the edge
self defense seems like i may be reverting to a happier simpler safer time. i find myself acting liek im 13 again. where is the sense in that? i cant control it it seem as if it would make my life just easier to pretend im still a chold and not have to deal with the world and its issues.
where to go from here. mind games and head fucks lead to distress why cant everyone jsut wear thier heart on thiier sleeve like me. i am the easiet person to read. i show my feeling i take it on the chin, i hide nothing. sad happy indifferent. complications come from people trying to mask thier feelings and opinion giving an opportunity for misinterpitation to win out. things that are left open to perception can and will be percived wrongly or with trepedation.
hide from whats scary run to whats fun . believe in whats tangabale, have faith in ideas good to you. but let it all be known
id like to believe that all the events i have been apart of recently i am reading the right way. but then again there are something that i wish i misinterpretted. not knowing is the worst emotion the anticipation good or bad eats away at you. nuerotic thoughts and and pessimism normally win out. when im left to guess on my own ill prepare for the worst and hope for the best but the constant preparation for let down begins to wear at me. i really want to knwo in the now not the after. tell me the truth
let me understand all of you , the confusion kills and maims. i dont want to be left with nothign but a shell and no mind and soul.
save me from the worrying
let me live let me go
self defense seems like i may be reverting to a happier simpler safer time. i find myself acting liek im 13 again. where is the sense in that? i cant control it it seem as if it would make my life just easier to pretend im still a chold and not have to deal with the world and its issues.
where to go from here. mind games and head fucks lead to distress why cant everyone jsut wear thier heart on thiier sleeve like me. i am the easiet person to read. i show my feeling i take it on the chin, i hide nothing. sad happy indifferent. complications come from people trying to mask thier feelings and opinion giving an opportunity for misinterpitation to win out. things that are left open to perception can and will be percived wrongly or with trepedation.
hide from whats scary run to whats fun . believe in whats tangabale, have faith in ideas good to you. but let it all be known
id like to believe that all the events i have been apart of recently i am reading the right way. but then again there are something that i wish i misinterpretted. not knowing is the worst emotion the anticipation good or bad eats away at you. nuerotic thoughts and and pessimism normally win out. when im left to guess on my own ill prepare for the worst and hope for the best but the constant preparation for let down begins to wear at me. i really want to knwo in the now not the after. tell me the truth
let me understand all of you , the confusion kills and maims. i dont want to be left with nothign but a shell and no mind and soul.
save me from the worrying
let me live let me go