almostathreat

Love as a religion.
Organized around a fallible God.

For millions of us who press on.
In a secular age under Darwins empty heaven.
Love may be, all that we will ever know of religion,
And that the loss of love is that much more wrenching,
For its likeness to a crisis of faith.
What else but a confusion of divine human realms,
Can account...
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Its a cross between, Kara has feelings? Or. Kara HAS feelings!
I have sometimes felt that people think I lack passion.
Due to my absence of possible promiscuities.
Thats perhaps I am, sexually//emotionally obsolete.

There is a wall there.
I will not lie.

Its a divide of emotions.
One of which, is being something.
And the other being, someone.

I, am a monster.

You better...
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Remember there is always a witness,
And this is you,
In the perspicuous view of what is happening,
Where all is clear...
...even when it is confusing.

We know too little and presume too much.

Forgive me if I seem amazed,
Your purpose is not totally clear to me.

Maybe I belittle the worth of companionship,
And maybe I'm too hung up on entangling myself...
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Yearn for each strike you should deal me,
Becoming relieved of such sins.
The feel of your hands upon my waist,
Pulling me closer to you,
Taking ahold of me, from within.

The contrast you give me,
Mysteries of all that you hold.
Despite your blood in my mouth,
I can't say no to your violence,
Never daring to imagine, living without.

Can you feel...
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Things have been going really good for me this year.
I have had alot of motivation,
And certainley, my fair share of inspiration.
The world is so accessible, I never forget that.
I think that mindset alone is what keeps me seperated
from this "life" here, amongst yall'.

I was bitter for a little while, envious.
So often I longed to share myself with someone,...
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The thirst, the thorns, the lists,
And loss of intimacy.
Lust succombs,
To bland familiarity, at best.

At worst, a well rehearsed contention.
The side effects of love,
Are seldom, mentioned..

The want, these words, desires,
And all the compromises.
Passion fades,
When striving to reinvent, breathless fires.

Identity is lost, the cost of bonding,
A sacrifice to love,
Lasts well, beyond it..

The heat,...
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That brief moment...
Current mood: content

I communicate,
Through my own improvised signs,
Using strong, yet useless words.
Written amongst the pages,
In this, half-filled notebook.

Words once swam in and out of my head,
Those words remained here at my lips,
Yet managed to hang only, upon a thread.

I haven't yet,
Mastered your silent speech.
Though above all, you have been quick,
In...
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Without any warning it has hit me hard,
Bleeding to its mystery and yet,
I am glad.
With time so indefinite to be,
The question remains while falling into you,
Can I still get back up onto my feet.

Remaining rejected, indifferent, unpassive.
Violently smashing those tainted and taunting,
Rose tinted glasses.

An endless formidable expedition.

The perpetual running drip.
A visceral stream, of consistent hatred.

Flowing quickly, across the abyss.

Constant, and conscious in war.
Smashing sanctity upon contrast.

Readied wounds, to brace oneself for.

Chaos of another tragedy in dereliction.
Holding dead hands, whom had surpassed.

Gazing downward into the void.

Reading through such perfectly still masks.
Screeching through repercussions.

Only to stop, smile, and...
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